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guilty is the only thing i feel right now....
08 August 2007
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ok just came back from squad bbq not long... hmmm cannot saying is fun as we do not actually play..yuppiwas late for around 30 min and yup.. so paiseh... went out of hse quite late and so yuppi... PSPSPS... after reaching there were only 10 of us including jasmine ma'am...yup..sobs sia.. so little ppl...charlie squad = FOC and FOS squad...haha as usual we were crapping alot and it was rather cold and we were noise...hahareach nigel hse and his family actually started the fire and we started off dun noe wat to do...food were well prepare and all tat...yup... after tat a few of us started to bbq n some just went to chat... eat crap and bbq and most of the time is like that...after bbq for quite long decided to listen to some stody by edwin and its ghost story but after a while change to sex topic...haha was fun and nice..haha after sex topic.. most of them went to play cards... me edwin yong jun and ying min stay for heart to heart talk and the topic was relationship... did say out most of the things and listen to more from the rest esp edwin...yup.. after that yan ling and jas went off and others join in and we stop the heart talk and wet back to ghost story and after that went off le... when crossing the road yj nearly kana bang and he dun even noe cause he din take note...haha in the bus we talk some crap and unit stuff and yuppi...and thats all for today ba...haha oh ya... din really take lots of photos...or not even one...haha yuppi...gg to slp now bye... oh ya i noe how to take care of myself so i believe u will too... i care even i m just a friend...thats all...good night....
22 July 2007
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20th july friday:leave early to go SJC npcc n help.... after seeing the sec1s n 2s i really think tat we cannot make it... and i was thinking wat can i do to help all my junior... and oh ya i had been us abt my sch parade and sch np stuff n my ans is i dun noe... m i giving too little or m i not in use at all.. just feel that being CI is a right chioic... i question myself..went home and at 9plus went to watch movie wif my mum and sis... 'black sheep' .... was quite surprise tat the person nv check my IC cause i always kana...yuppi... "ckap" for myself... i can eat laugh and watch very bloody show at the same time... maybe wat ppl say is true...cold blooded me..ya i m snake so ya...went hme n slp after tat...21st july 07 sat: wake up only at 12 plus and eat slack and watch tv till now..1600... haven reply his msg or anyone msg yet...yup..not in the mood fr later squad bbq but i guess later will have some fun de ba....i m a devil so pls dun fall for me.. i think after u noe me u have been facing alot tat u nv face... i only cause harm......stay away from me...
21 July 2007
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Tuesday 17th July 07 :ok nth much just wanna mention that today the 5 gals of W16Q went to buy Causeway point to buy tee shirt...haha was actually the burger tee shirt but look like its kind of not very nice so we decided to walk around and so we walk n walk till we finally brought a shirt that all agree..haha and i guess it did took us an hour plus...haha after tat on my way home than i was reminded tat i had TKD trn today so faster rush home and msg sir tat i will be late...yuppi... went trn and it was rather tiring as physical trn starts again...haha bt good... had not been doing physical stuff and thiswill help...yuppi...oh...and ya... i decided to take part n national tournament of TKD n so yup... just wanna to try out so ya lor..hahahaWednesday 18th July 07 :ok today is wear the same shirt day...haha the 5of us wear the same shirt and yuppi...hahatook photos after tat and i thinks it was rather nice...haha loves it...haha i love all my GF...hahaThursday 19th July 07 :ok today was kind of a sian day for me i guess... grping make me sian and doing work make me more sian... don't wanna to say anything else but just ya... nth else le... just like tat ba... oh ya i m still up now to blog and continue to do other thoings i guess...yuppi
20 July 2007
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10:56
ok shall blog abt my life if not jon neck will grow longer.haha
Monday, 16th July 07
hmmm, because during area 7 CIs gathering i wear heals so today it make me wanted to wear heals to so i decided to wear..haha but in the end i kind of regreted it due to lots lots things. walk to sch wif LK as usual, hmmm walking speed was consider fast and so i follow without saying anything...haha but its ok i guess...haha
1st to noe i wear heals is siqi den follow by others... during class the me and xueli exchange foot wear and she become taller...haha but after awhile she dun wan le so exchange back at downstair b4 entering the food court to eat...haha
after sch meet LK, and Jen and Jon (LATE STILL DO RJ)haha...so after jon came we went off and finall heals was notice...haha had a hard time walking by somewhere tat time but nvm contnue...took train and stop at orchard station and started ur walking trip. from orchard station to Heeren den from heeren back to taka and finally found and after LK found the HELLO shop i sit don straight and dun feel ike moving le..haha stay there for awhile and walk up to find Jon watch..... sth ya ya ya..... den ya ya ya..... i guess this isn't the place to say this ba....haha
took bus to PS to buy my food and sit outside PS eating Tako ball and Jon finally found tako ball nice and its thanks to us...haha LK and Jon drink a bit and don't allow e and jen to drink but still we got to drink a bit... dun noe y i feel like drinking so much... esp outside...haha serious 18th bdae have suck so far for me and so i guess i have to enjoy myself more to gain back what loss on 3rd itself ba...haiz
after tako ball i decided to eat crispi chicken and so we went down to buy and when up to sit and chat gain.. was on the topic of love... basically the main speaker is LK n the questioner is Jen and the listener is Jon n me..haha saying the 3 words is difficult??? hmmm maybe tats when u noe u actually dun like tat person tat much to say tat..haha its personally comment..haha
at 9plus or watever we went down to mac to do RJ n continue talking and eating...haha overall the trip was fun i guess... maybe... very long nv go out town or wat le so ya... but nv wear heals le...haha i guess i will still wear next time... thats all for tat day i guess... anw drining session soon???anyone can jio.. i guess i wun turn own...haha
19 July 2007
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16:15
ok haven been blogging for quite a while le.. near 1 week le ba... quite alot of things have happen and yup.. life have been the same but at least not so sian like wat my last blog entry wrote... i have recover to my cheerful Jess again i guess...
THURSDAY:
today i skip sch to go sign contract wif SAF... yup woke up by daddy and when on to prepare.. da jie was also awake by dad because both of them are gg to follow me to the signing of contract.. went out home late due to da jie...haha her preparation time was always long...haha anw whole hse was awake at that time and everyone will be poning sch and work due to today....haha took train den bus and is a new bus and so cool..haha cause i nv take b4 tat bus.. but we gg late so kind of worri.... so we took the bus and worst thing happen as we went down the wrong stop because of dad and we stop at 1 stop later.. and dad wanted to walk while me and sis wan to take bus but guess wat... dad won because he just walk and ya... so i walk angrily.... reach late but i guess stil quite ok cause sherly nv say anything and we just listen and talk and sign and done...but it actually took some time.. and yes i m a regular and i gg to recieve my green IC soon and pink ic is gg to be kept by them and yuppi.. oh ya i miss UT for the 1st time today and computing lesson...yuppi..
after tat we took cab to Novena square and walk to united square and eat buffet and we eat quite alot...haha ok after dinner was hary potter and it was quite a waste as it wasn't very good...yup den when home den yuppi...
FRIDAY:
have friday training and that very day i had quite some fun and junior was actually happi because of me.. ok actually i m kind of weak but not strong...yup.. anw that very day went home wif heavy stuff that is needed for the next day games day..yup.. when i reach home almost drop dead...haha no la..jkjk.. anw i saw my letter tot was letter from SAF but it wasn't it was from NPCC HQ...haha is my posting.. i was posted back to SJC and was kind of happi cause i dun really wan to go to other unit..yup and chat on phone wif LK and put down when i was real tired and fall alsleep at my sis bed without showering...haha after tat i wake up and go shower and wash clothes and went online all the way till around 4 plus den fall asleep on my 2nd sis bed cause i lazy to climb up to my bed... and since er jie not coming home cause she went genting den ok the room is mine...
SAT:
ok today is games say and woke up late but not very late so still ok... get prepare and went out straight..go straight to punggo instead of SJC because no time and no point as all the things already out o sch.. yup.. reach there and help out and was kind of busy and talk to and see alot of CIs and WCI and yup...
after the preparation we start of wif the games day and me n jac went of to tug of war and stay there almost all the way...anw i was very happi as SJC WON ALL SCH WIF GUYS except for NCSS and yup.. and oh ya SJC done quite well overall in he games day...so happi for them...haha
after games day went to eat wif jac and yiying and was bully by them...haha and went home after tat.. slept and rest and prepare to go area 7 CIs dinner... reach there early and went in to kovan to toilet... came out and they were all there and yup.. dinner suck but at least there are fun and yup.. see next gathering how ba... feel guilty because i leave my com open for whole day and waste electricity...yup... sobs sobs...
MONDAY:
today will update later... anw gg out wif RP CIs....
16 July 2007
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so tired and not in the mood at all.. dun feel like talking and ya... haiz... i guess today is a very very bad day ba.. later still need to present... so sian la... not really feeling very well but not sick.. aiya i dun noe la... now in a very bad mood jiu tui le...
seem to be doing alot but in the end its actually means nth la.. giving in points but point seem to be 90% not useful... finish ppt but it doesn't seem to be well... wat the hell... wats wif me.. ya there are 3 types of ppl on this world and i belong to two kind... stupid and idoit.... so not feeling to come sch...
noe the class jpking of me being a man but not women... today can't seem to take in this joke and not in the mood to even fight back wat they say.. whatever la... dun feel like caring anymore... most ppl will say tat i in a good life wif no turtorial and exam but wat do they noe abt RP?? i really dun noe.. days here getting worsT. united is ****..... pist off.. go do more work le....
10 July 2007
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