ThE aNgEl N DeViL WoRlD..

2007-08-08T11:09:00.000-07:00

guilty is the only thing i feel right now....

2007-07-22T01:26:00.000-07:00

ok just came back from squad bbq not long... hmmm cannot saying is fun as we do not actually play..yuppi

was late for around 30 min and yup.. so paiseh... went out of hse quite late and so yuppi... PSPSPS... after reaching there were only 10 of us including jasmine ma'am...yup..sobs sia.. so little ppl...

charlie squad = FOC and FOS squad...haha as usual we were crapping alot and it was rather cold and we were noise...haha

reach nigel hse and his family actually started the fire and we started off dun noe wat to do...food were well prepare and all tat...yup... after tat a few of us started to bbq n some just went to chat... eat crap and bbq and most of the time is like that...

after bbq for quite long decided to listen to some stody by edwin and its ghost story but after a while change to sex topic...haha was fun and nice..haha after sex topic.. most of them went to play cards... me edwin yong jun and ying min stay for heart to heart talk and the topic was relationship... did say out most of the things and listen to more from the rest esp edwin...yup.. after that yan ling and jas went off and others join in and we stop the heart talk and wet back to ghost story and after that went off le...

when crossing the road yj nearly kana bang and he dun even noe cause he din take note...haha in the bus we talk some crap and unit stuff and yuppi...and thats all for today ba...haha oh ya... din really take lots of photos...or not even one...haha yuppi...

gg to slp now bye... oh ya i noe how to take care of myself so i believe u will too... i care even i m just a friend...thats all...good night....

2007-07-21T01:06:00.001-07:00

20th july friday:
leave early to go SJC npcc n help.... after seeing the sec1s n 2s i really think tat we cannot make it... and i was thinking wat can i do to help all my junior... and oh ya i had been us abt my sch parade and sch np stuff n my ans is i dun noe... m i giving too little or m i not in use at all.. just feel that being CI is a right chioic... i question myself..
went home and at 9plus went to watch movie wif my mum and sis... 'black sheep' .... was quite surprise tat the person nv check my IC cause i always kana...yuppi... "ckap" for myself... i can eat laugh and watch very bloody show at the same time... maybe wat ppl say is true...cold blooded me..ya i m snake so ya...went hme n slp after tat...

21st july 07 sat:
wake up only at 12 plus and eat slack and watch tv till now..1600... haven reply his msg or anyone msg yet...yup..not in the mood fr later squad bbq but i guess later will have some fun de ba....

i m a devil so pls dun fall for me.. i think after u noe me u have been facing alot tat u nv face... i only cause harm......stay away from me...

2007-07-20T02:15:00.000-07:00

Tuesday 17th July 07 :
ok nth much just wanna mention that today the 5 gals of W16Q went to buy Causeway point to buy tee shirt...haha was actually the burger tee shirt but look like its kind of not very nice so we decided to walk around and so we walk n walk till we finally brought a shirt that all agree..haha and i guess it did took us an hour plus...haha
after tat on my way home than i was reminded tat i had TKD trn today so faster rush home and msg sir tat i will be late...yuppi... went trn and it was rather tiring as physical trn starts again...haha bt good... had not been doing physical stuff and thiswill help...yuppi...
oh...and ya... i decided to take part n national tournament of TKD n so yup... just wanna to try out so ya lor..hahaha

Wednesday 18th July 07 :
ok today is wear the same shirt day...haha the 5of us wear the same shirt and yuppi...haha
took photos after tat and i thinks it was rather nice...haha loves it...haha i love all my GF...haha

Thursday 19th July 07 :
ok today was kind of a sian day for me i guess... grping make me sian and doing work make me more sian... don't wanna to say anything else but just ya... nth else le... just like tat ba... oh ya i m still up now to blog and continue to do other thoings i guess...yuppi

2007-07-19T10:56:00.000-07:00

ok shall blog abt my life if not jon neck will grow longer.haha

Monday, 16th July 07
hmmm, because during area 7 CIs gathering i wear heals so today it make me wanted to wear heals to so i decided to wear..haha but in the end i kind of regreted it due to lots lots things. walk to sch wif LK as usual, hmmm walking speed was consider fast and so i follow without saying anything...haha but its ok i guess...haha

1st to noe i wear heals is siqi den follow by others... during class the me and xueli exchange foot wear and she become taller...haha but after awhile she dun wan le so exchange back at downstair b4 entering the food court to eat...haha

after sch meet LK, and Jen and Jon (LATE STILL DO RJ)haha...so after jon came we went off and finall heals was notice...haha had a hard time walking by somewhere tat time but nvm contnue...took train and stop at orchard station and started ur walking trip. from orchard station to Heeren den from heeren back to taka and finally found and after LK found the HELLO shop i sit don straight and dun feel ike moving le..haha stay there for awhile and walk up to find Jon watch..... sth ya ya ya..... den ya ya ya..... i guess this isn't the place to say this ba....haha

took bus to PS to buy my food and sit outside PS eating Tako ball and Jon finally found tako ball nice and its thanks to us...haha LK and Jon drink a bit and don't allow e and jen to drink but still we got to drink a bit... dun noe y i feel like drinking so much... esp outside...haha serious 18th bdae have suck so far for me and so i guess i have to enjoy myself more to gain back what loss on 3rd itself ba...haiz

after tako ball i decided to eat crispi chicken and so we went down to buy and when up to sit and chat gain.. was on the topic of love... basically the main speaker is LK n the questioner is Jen and the listener is Jon n me..haha saying the 3 words is difficult??? hmmm maybe tats when u noe u actually dun like tat person tat much to say tat..haha its personally comment..haha

at 9plus or watever we went down to mac to do RJ n continue talking and eating...haha overall the trip was fun i guess... maybe... very long nv go out town or wat le so ya... but nv wear heals le...haha i guess i will still wear next time... thats all for tat day i guess... anw drining session soon???anyone can jio.. i guess i wun turn own...haha

2007-07-16T16:15:00.000-07:00

ok haven been blogging for quite a while le.. near 1 week le ba... quite alot of things have happen and yup.. life have been the same but at least not so sian like wat my last blog entry wrote... i have recover to my cheerful Jess again i guess...

THURSDAY:
today i skip sch to go sign contract wif SAF... yup woke up by daddy and when on to prepare.. da jie was also awake by dad because both of them are gg to follow me to the signing of contract.. went out home late due to da jie...haha her preparation time was always long...haha anw whole hse was awake at that time and everyone will be poning sch and work due to today....haha took train den bus and is a new bus and so cool..haha cause i nv take b4 tat bus.. but we gg late so kind of worri.... so we took the bus and worst thing happen as we went down the wrong stop because of dad and we stop at 1 stop later.. and dad wanted to walk while me and sis wan to take bus but guess wat... dad won because he just walk and ya... so i walk angrily.... reach late but i guess stil quite ok cause sherly nv say anything and we just listen and talk and sign and done...but it actually took some time.. and yes i m a regular and i gg to recieve my green IC soon and pink ic is gg to be kept by them and yuppi.. oh ya i miss UT for the 1st time today and computing lesson...yuppi..
after tat we took cab to Novena square and walk to united square and eat buffet and we eat quite alot...haha ok after dinner was hary potter and it was quite a waste as it wasn't very good...yup den when home den yuppi...

FRIDAY:
have friday training and that very day i had quite some fun and junior was actually happi because of me.. ok actually i m kind of weak but not strong...yup.. anw that very day went home wif heavy stuff that is needed for the next day games day..yup.. when i reach home almost drop dead...haha no la..jkjk.. anw i saw my letter tot was letter from SAF but it wasn't it was from NPCC HQ...haha is my posting.. i was posted back to SJC and was kind of happi cause i dun really wan to go to other unit..yup and chat on phone wif LK and put down when i was real tired and fall alsleep at my sis bed without showering...haha after tat i wake up and go shower and wash clothes and went online all the way till around 4 plus den fall asleep on my 2nd sis bed cause i lazy to climb up to my bed... and since er jie not coming home cause she went genting den ok the room is mine...

SAT:
ok today is games say and woke up late but not very late so still ok... get prepare and went out straight..go straight to punggo instead of SJC because no time and no point as all the things already out o sch.. yup.. reach there and help out and was kind of busy and talk to and see alot of CIs and WCI and yup...
after the preparation we start of wif the games day and me n jac went of to tug of war and stay there almost all the way...anw i was very happi as SJC WON ALL SCH WIF GUYS except for NCSS and yup.. and oh ya SJC done quite well overall in he games day...so happi for them...haha
after games day went to eat wif jac and yiying and was bully by them...haha and went home after tat.. slept and rest and prepare to go area 7 CIs dinner... reach there early and went in to kovan to toilet... came out and they were all there and yup.. dinner suck but at least there are fun and yup.. see next gathering how ba... feel guilty because i leave my com open for whole day and waste electricity...yup... sobs sobs...

MONDAY:
today will update later... anw gg out wif RP CIs....

2007-07-10T15:50:00.000-07:00

so tired and not in the mood at all.. dun feel like talking and ya... haiz... i guess today is a very very bad day ba.. later still need to present... so sian la... not really feeling very well but not sick.. aiya i dun noe la... now in a very bad mood jiu tui le...

seem to be doing alot but in the end its actually means nth la.. giving in points but point seem to be 90% not useful... finish ppt but it doesn't seem to be well... wat the hell... wats wif me.. ya there are 3 types of ppl on this world and i belong to two kind... stupid and idoit.... so not feeling to come sch...

noe the class jpking of me being a man but not women... today can't seem to take in this joke and not in the mood to even fight back wat they say.. whatever la... dun feel like caring anymore... most ppl will say tat i in a good life wif no turtorial and exam but wat do they noe abt RP?? i really dun noe.. days here getting worsT. united is ****..... pist off.. go do more work le....

2007-07-07T07:15:00.000-07:00

Ok just wan to update sth that is dame amazing….

I actually receive 93 morning call and I only pick up at the 94

call…

OMG I actually can’t believe how he did that sia…

I m really amazes…yup…

and at the same time my record is break and I guess I won’t be

able to break this record le…

oh ya grading later at 2pm(1pm report)... i m really really scare and i already think i gg

to fail and yup... haiz just hope to be in my best later ba.... i can predict how i will be

like ater the grading and so ya....

2007-07-07T07:10:00.000-07:00

Ok came here to blog abt yest 6/7/07....

Not really feeling very good in the morning... awake and having stomach ache and went to the toilet and ya… after that went back to my room but seem to be too cold or wat that I feel that the air con are poking my skin...haiz so I decided to slp outside but stomach pain till I cannot really slp till I put some oil den now I feel that its very very cold and so I went inside my room and take my blanket and just lie there till my dad wake up den I wake up n prepare but stomach is still pain… really dun feel like gg sch but I have to cause I always believe cannot anyhow skip sch...haha (but I guess I will skip sch some how some day) and so I went sch…

In sch nth really happen till I finish 1st break out… stomach was giving me prob again and the whole of 2nd meeting was a terrible one and I really wanted to go home but think again I better stay ba and so I stay… after that stomach was quite alright till the rest of the day… but there is still a slight discomfort…yup…

Ok so today I walk to interchange wif LK again… on the way I told him abt TW n I also dun noe y I will tell… maybe I just feel that somehow or wat he need to noe it ba… and so ya… we talk abt lots of stuff while sitting at the bus stop missing bus… I also dun noe how but I guess it’s a things I need to solve to not hurt ppl tat much… so after grading or wat I will think abt it ba…

Went home and dad brought chicken rice as mum nv cook and because rushing for time so I use my best speed to eat and I manage to finish my food in 5min time… I told my mum as she just came back abt my eating speed and she actually say is nth big…but think abt it, its really nth big or surprising….haha

So went out of hse and head to SJC to meet Vero and mich… err is kind of bored and some conflict still there even though we did not see each other for long… was thinking abt talking to u but I guess it did not success as u din wan to take note of YOUR senior at all… so many ppl have step ya tail yest nite tats because a small things u take it to heart and ya… anw farewell was kind of messy… I can see that there are some outside factors that cause some disturb but the planning did not goes well too and so I got no other comment…yup…

After farewell I went home and sleep...The next day is grading and I got no confident at all... not at all...HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ

2007-07-05T15:30:00.000-07:00

ok here to blog again... because i now quite sian la...was just wondering why two person can be so different in their method... can't help but to compare them...haiz

haiz today din do much but still did a bit...sound contradicting sia.. but anw someone ask me something.. u r singaporean how can u not be good in EL... i wonder.. but my EL really cannot make it so ya ba...

next few days will be busy and good luck to me sia... i got no confident at all... haiz..

someone told me dun keep hai-ing but how can not haiz??dun noe la...

2007-07-05T13:50:00.000-07:00

now in class...just came back from canteen not long... 1351... decided to blog because having heavy mood swing... so dun talk to me if not u will just kana from me..

kind of miss fang.. cause she always noe how to make me laugh at the rite time... rem tat time all our cold war and all that.. missing it... now no more tat kind of life...

hai miss all my friend too..cause i can lean or lie on them... can even hug them... but hu can i lean and hug now?? i dun noe....

lots of things have been happening.. i really dun noe... should i should i not... those is flowing through my mind everytime everyday everything...

dun noe la... just sian.. anw i dun need to be council or wat... milton i wan my beach trip tat u promise... jusy feel like heading to the beach one day..till den i will think abt it in my dream...

aiya..dun noe wat i talking le.. forget it... i will just end here...

2007-07-02T15:17:00.000-07:00

Kind of woke up late today as I suppose to wake up early as I slp early but actually predicted that this will happened so nvm... so I get up and start to prepare for the day…

Nth much happen in sch today except that I eat alt…haha 1 ban mian, 2 cheese hotdog rolls , 3 types of sweets and yup…after I reach home I also eat… 2 packs of potatoes chips and after tat when reaching eunos (daddy fetch) I saw bubble tea and I buy and drink and meet misa after tat and linde is late… w suppose to meet at eunos mrt station at 7pm and so me and misa wait while I drink and she eat bread… and sth funny happen… suddenly we heard announcement about no drinking and eating at the station and it is not like tat kind that always broadcast
And so misa actually turn and look and I look back too and saw the control station man looking at us and yes we are the one that is eating and drinking an dun noe tat the man is calling us…haha it was so funny and we laugh and quicking go other place…haha at around 1930 linde still have reach and so that person ester and vic bring us to the place to look look see see and after tat linde den join us in the boring talks… and at around 9 plus it finally end and we dun really trust the company and so I dun noe…decision will be make later I guess.. After tat went to take train wif them and went to Outram Park MRT and find it funny as I got lost here yest…haha after tat went to cp took 372 and meet ying fang to get 5T and walk home…

Continue later… now very tired…haha

2007-07-01T22:00:00.000-07:00

More updates of today...

Went for the MILK (mainly I love kids) run... I guess it was a meanful runs after all... it was a 4km run near zouk, around Singapore River...

Getting to zouk was a disaster after all I still have to agree I m a road idiot, a real road idiot with no sense of direction at all… searching for the shutter bus at Outram Park MRT station for 15-30min… after all its actually quite easy to get up. I almost went up all the exit from Outram Park MRT station and I even go in and out of the station for don’t know how many times. So finally I found the correct way there and the shutter bus bring us over and again quite lost in the fair so call hui ping and it so difficult to talk as it was very very noise… but still manage to find the people and now it mark the start of waiting… reached there at about 1430 and the race for us start at around 1630 and we ended the race at about 1730…

From 1430 to 1630 what we do is to gather all RP students… and I saw familiar faces like xiang ting, Sharon ma’am, li hui, jerome and before that I saw Brenda ma’am and kiyoko…haha I guess IJ gals are very warm hearted ba…haha then warm up den 1630 we start off the MILK “walk” cum “human jam”… was so cramp that there wasn’t space for us to run and we took at least 15min and above to walk across the starting line…haha that was how cramp it was…after a long time then we manage to start running and so we run and stop run and stop till we reach the finishing line…haha and I guess we had run less then 3km and it wasn’t really like running cause a lot of people actually is walking instead… but nvm its over…next year then say ba…haha

Drank 2 cans of my beloved drinks (100plus) and went to collect back my bag from the bag deposited booth…they took very long to search for my bag, I was like waiting for more then 20min for them to find my bag but I guess can’t really blame as its quite messy although they label it. While waiting for my turn to take back bag I saw Yan Hao and it was quite surprising as I never tot that J07 will be here…haha

After I had collected my bag chat for a while more and went off to take the free bus back to Outram park MRT station and on the bus I met Jerome and so qiao…haha went to take train with his friend… (Forced) haha anw had a nice chat with his friend and we went different way after Serangoon station… me went CP to buy lots of tibits and KFC for mum…and off to home and tat night slp early and that all…I guess…

2007-07-01T12:35:00.000-07:00

ok i guess if i still dun renew my blog will still be "scolded" ba..haha life has been ok wif lots of ups and down.. wats the up and down i guess i wun say here ba...

anw the most happy thing is that i had pass out from CIBTC 72nd batch.. finally the course had ended and finally become a CI after so much things...but recently just went back to SJC to "see see look look"...it was a good trip to see how my unit ad change into.. hope i will be posted back to this unit to do more for this unit ba...haiz

anw for all my friends...i m so sorry..been so busy that i nv contact u all much and cannot make it for so outing...really sorry.. i promise after my black belt test i will date u all out de..haha mean while take care and miss me so..haha

2007-04-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

ok, here to post abt 1st day.. hmm think my first day quite sad ba...haha went to class later... went in wif class started already but there are alot of ppl later den me... got into the 3rd grp n sit in the centre n lesson started..
1st is a presentation by the facilitator abt wat is problem base learning n tell us mosr abt how RP will cal the point n all tat... after tat we started to ue our note book... went to download the problem statement n started to think abt it...and tats our 1st meeting...so we have our 1st break... din go out while all my grp member went out n left me alone at the table... ok so now i start to learning abt programming n learning the visual studio which is very difficult...
ok when my grp mate come back we were doing our own stuff... so its kind of weird n we just id our own thing...then after a break the facilitator came back n check on us n its the 2nd meeting..we ask question n so on...
ME?? having big problem wif the computor stuff n all the code can really kill ppl...
after tat was lunch break.. went out to eat alone as all my classmate do have their own partner...so eat n go back to work asap.... and started to work alone again....
facilitator came back again for the 3rd meeting n after touching up we have to submit n present le... so our grp actually decide on sth quick n submited it n present... was the 4th grp to present so its not tat bad n i guess our grp ppl did quite well for presentation althought the team work while doing the problem wasn't good.... after all the presentation it was the facilitator small presentation and after tat lesson end n off we go... went to meet one of my OP friend n accompanny her to go take her metric card and after tat because daddy is at tat area so he come n fetch me home n that all for the day i guess... oh ya.... whole day online...haha

2007-04-11T23:55:00.000-07:00

ok, just feel like blogging sth.. n its actually sth sad...
just came back from camp today n this is wt i heard.. heard abt the death of my old neighbour which is gg 20 years old this year... i was so shocking to hear it and i dun actually beleve till i read the papers.. i was in camp n she die.. i wasn't even able to send her off..not even able to see her the last time.. because of this i really feel tat life is full of so many $unexpected stuff.. the gal tat we play together since very very young.. the gal hu use to teach me stuff n so on n so for.. for now i only hope tat her family member will be ok n try to take it...

2007-03-27T23:59:00.000-07:00

hmmm..everybody is gg to their own world n i guess after so long of not seeing things have change...its not gg to be wat it use to be...

2007-03-20T21:30:00.000-07:00

ok i m really tired n... hai...
wanted to do so much things but got so little time n mood to do n i m really irritated... haiz... blogging is one of the things i have n wan to do but i just can't....
today work sucks... simple because of the students( esp the gals) n the sun... yes i do love the sun but today the sun just make me so uncomfortable... feel so tired but still have to work... this make me think of stuff... haiz.... saw alot of ppl n its fun to see them but is so bloody irritating to travel there cause it take full 2 hour to go there... around 1 hour of bus 87 den 30 min of bus 35 den 30 min of walk in... haiz....
after this week i will rest n do up my stuff asap le... poly stuff not yet done internet stuff not yet done... all this really irritate me seriously... althought its not enough of complaining for me but i decided to just stop here...
TAKE CARE everybody.... job tml again....

2007-03-18T01:51:00.000-07:00

OK sorri ppl esp those who always ask me to blog....( u all should noe hu)
i m really tired n busy to blog... anw i m leading a busy n healthy lifestyle so dun worry.... i m going to republic poly, outdoor n adventure learning... yup... tats my up date...hahaa isn't it short n sweet??haha TAKE CARE EVERYBODY......

2007-01-24T23:55:00.000-08:00

24th jan 07
ok today is my off day again...wanted to go beach n some one agree to go wif me...weiyuan say he will go wif me so i meet in in the morning at 9.30 n i woke up late n so was late too..haha so pai sai...after tat we went to SJC bus stop to take bus 82 to go there n we reach there le...it was sunny n nice day...we walk to the end end part n sit down there n chat...windy n nice...i really love it...too bad i din take photo...haha yup den after an hour we started to walk again n it start to drizzer so we have to go off...so we went off n i bring him to CP to shop...haha after tat we sit at mac n chat...till around 1plus he have to go n we went off...b4 he take mrt we saw lion dance so we stay n watch a while n after tat leave n he went to take mrt while i go buy coffee for mum..so went home n after parking my bike i accidentally swing the coffee too hard n GONE...coffee was on the floor n cannot save le...hai went home n dissapoint mum n ya...after tat slack at home den at nite went tke n today trn was kind of ok..is just tat Lloyd sir is back n he coach me again n trn wif few ppl n ya...after tat we chat a while n went home le...yup..haha
is really a nice day so ya...enjoy the beach but is just duration isn't long ...haha next time ba...fishing time..haha

2007-01-21T23:35:00.000-08:00

21st jan 07
ok today just as usual go work den after work meet weiyuan to shop around china town...was in mrt but came out...ya..so we walk walk walk till around 6plus or 7plus den me went home n he went home...
parents went out to eat wif ah ma they all den sis went out so nobody home n i stay alone at home till around 9plus n er jie came home so ya...haha den after tat we played majong n ya..won some..haha at 1st lossing de..haha den ya...

2007-01-20T23:55:00.000-08:00

20th jan 07
ok today woke up late so i met fang later...we meet at hougang interchange n took bus to NP...was late so fang n zhen change time because of me...really pai sai... after the change time i manage to reach there on time n ya...but morning was in a mess..din manage to do my make up at home so i decided to put make up on the interchange n put till half fang came n soon bus came...haha den i started to do my make up on the bus...n fang was like..ERR ERR..after zhen board the bus i continue n ya...n finally i m done..haha althought its hard/diffcult but i make it..haha den reach Np at 11plus when we suppose to meet dan at there at 1050..but she just wake up not long so we start to walk around b4 dan come because i can only stay till a certain time so ya...
saw quite alot of familia faces because of the red camp so ya..haha we walk here n there(only at convection tower cause bus service only start at 12pm which is the time i m leaving) so we just walk around n round...after finishing there i have to go n dan was late for an hour...yup..
i board the shutter bus to clementi mrt station n was gg to be late so inform lili abt it n luckily i was only late for less den 3min..haha den start work wif a very sad feeling cause i have to leave like tat...hai ok la...tats fix...
after work actually working at oriental to replace jerome but office find ppl le. so even if they need ppl i also dun wan to work...yup so went out to meet fang n dan to go shop around novena....lalalaa nth much to say from there...

2007-01-19T23:55:00.000-08:00

19th jan 07
yest night was talking to alot of ppl to sort out some stuff...in the end things didn't really end nicely...so ya...
today went to walk at BCH den after tat dan came to look for me...ZP n GH came too...ZP was talking to auntie man yue n dan was roting to wait for me after work...haha
after work went out wif them to eat...was actually not a good day reason because it is not good...after eating we walk around china town again n we chat n so..after tat we settle down at mac n chat on till around 11 plus i guess..so we pei dan to take bus den after tat me ZP n GH go take train.....me n zp board nel 1st n we sort of had a chat abt his love matter...hmmm n after tat we separated n go home...yup..

2007-01-18T23:55:00.000-08:00

18th jan 07
ok meet grace at sk station...was kind of late by a bit..haha after tat we took train n walk to BCH HQ for cashier trn...nth much cause wat we learn is wat i learn when i just start work...trn ended quite fast so ya...

after tat when off to take trn back to china town n prepare to start work...went there to buy a bread(bread talk) den walk around china town to look for clothes cause i m far too early..yup..so after looking around found out tat actually there is nth suitable for me so went to work without seeing anythis i like..haha den work lor..after tat went home n rest

2007-01-17T23:55:00.000-08:00

17th jan 07
ok today is the day i been waiting for since death note2 came out....haha

went to vivo to meet weiyuan...ok my fault...once n again i m late..but not tat late..a few min..haha after tat went to find the cinema...haha i m not the one hu lead the way so i no need to worry..haha found it quite fast...faster den the 1st time me n fang went to watch cinderalla...haha after buying the ticket we still got time to walk so we decided to walk around for a while...after like 15min or so we went back to the cinema n buy popcorn n drinks n off we go..haha

death note is nice la...haha 1 n 2 both also nice...luckily i did watch it n not give it up..haha after the movie me n him went to walk around vivo...ok this is the 1st time i m walking in vivo..i noe i very kuku la..haha but no chance leh...actually gg wif my friend de.. den now walk le lor...haha n we walk from the afternoon to the night time which is quite long...after tat at around 8-9 plus den we settle down to have dinner..dun noe y after one whole day nv eat i still dun really feel hungry..haha but still we eat ban mian..haha took quite a long time to eat due to some irritating gal friend hu keep calling me..haha jkjk...

after eating is time to go home le...took nel back nhe got down at china town n me at SK..haha n this is my off day trip...tml working again...haha lalala

2007-01-16T23:59:00.000-08:00

16th jan 07
ok today not really a normal day...last day of me using com everyday in the afternoon in the nite time...haha da jie coming back today...anw i just wish she is save n sound can le...really...

went to work den after tat er jie bf n her come n fetch me den we went home den after a while parents are ready to go so we went off to fetch da jie together... reach there too early so in the end we have to wait down there...was dame hungry cause whole day nv eat...so we went to eat abit of burger king...i pay n we eat...yup....

after finishing it we went to top up my card n after tat went up again to wait...while waiting this is wat happen.....

after tat i went to hide cause i told da jie i not coming...haha n so parents n er jie went to fetch her while i hiding and when she back facing me i ran out n jump on her...haha she was like "shock" haha after tat we went to pasir ris there..a 24 hour kopitiam to eat n after tat went home n check out da jie stuff..haha is good that she is back safe n sound...

2007-01-15T23:55:00.000-08:00

Ok today wokr up at 10plus...slept at 3plus....my phone have 6 missed call but still i din notice the missed call...tat show how tired i m so cannot blame...after tat saw one msg by Sk, so all the call is make from here...call her back n ask her wat happen...
found out tat she actually went for the 9am training but nobody is there...and she wait 30min plus den the shop open n waited for a while more den the auntie there call n ask got training ma den the office say morning no training...is weird la...i call Lili n double check wif her n she say the time i told SK was correct...weird weird.. so poor SK have to wait till the afternoon training wif me....she went to meet yvonne at kovan n they shop around..i guess..
meet SK at 12.30pm n because she noe how to go so i no need to prepare extra time to find the way...haha so i went to do my accounts n use com n watch a korea movie....b4 i can finish the movie i was short of time le...so no choice but to shut down the com n go prepare...bath wash clothes hang clothes n get change...do all tat very quickly..oh ya i eat cheese cake too..tats the only thing i eat...after tat went off...cycle to cp n found out tat actually i m quite early...waited for soo kien for around 20min at kovan mrt because i reach there early(10min) n she late for 10min...took train to potong pasir n walk to the main shop..den when upstair for training...get settle down n listen to wat the person say for around 3hours..so dame bored and tired...feel like slpin during training..he teach wat i learn in the shop so ya...but still i did learn sth new n useful to my work later on...haha
after training went to the pohleng building...accompany SK to get her uniform...after tat call lili and ask her i need to work n she let me chose...i chose not to so i went sch instead...took mrt wif SK den seprate at CP n cycle to sch...was raining so i was all wet due to the water on the floor but not the sky...went in saw mr pang n he say my hair might not be acceptable so leave asap..i was like..."cannot help out"...hai so went to find nadiah to give her the book she wan but she not in so went down to store n see walk walk..den saw sharon and ask her to walk wif me n so we walk around talking to diff ppl...n ppl i nv see for very long...haha after tat went to find nadiah and gave her the books den went to store and stay there...

when they have debriefing because i dun wan to let mr pang to see so nv go up den when they haing nco debrief i also stay indoor...maybe i m just extra there ba...i m not CI n not nco or snco...so stay indoor wait for them n actually tot of eating together but all went home after tat so i wait for them to go home n i go home...
reach home seeing ppl playing majong n so auntie at our hse again...so ya....wat tv online n show..haha tats hse life...haha

should i go to CI course after so many trouble i cause???NPCC is suitable for me???hai

2007-01-15T03:24:00.000-08:00

Ok i m very happi now...haha cause i just finish watching death note1 on net...and i just found my parnert for my death note 2....hahaha happi...say so many time wanna watch but still nv watch n now i got to watch le..haha watching wif weiyuan on this wed....hmmm....death note 2....wahahaha

2007-01-14T23:59:00.000-08:00

ok...woke up early today cause later meeting fang to go RP...main motive is to see my sch of sport and health and to talk abt life...
wokr up early but still end up late due to using too much time to do my accounts...its in a mess..so angry...money missing n all tat....hai...
meet fang 30min later but told her in advance so she stay at home while waiting...and she is unwell today...but she say she can go out so we meet and we walk to the bus stop almost all wet...and we waited for the bus for around 20-30min...but we took less den 30 min to reach RP which i think its quite fast...
we spend less den half an hour to walk finish the whole due to the no ppl ness n the not tat friendly ppl...haha
after tat we settle down at a long strech on chair and started talking...talk for 30min like tat n went off...saw fang pri sch friend on stage so we waited for her to come down...her friend is very friendly and active...haha after chatting for quite awhile we went off to take bus and after tat she take bus and i took mrt to work...went to chinatown mrt there to change at the toilet den reach there at abt 4pm...haha den start working....den stupic jerome...waited him for so long den he nv come...he suppose to come and visit me but he was slpin n not enought time to visit me in the end...
went home and tats all...oh ya..fang is sick...think she not gg to work tml...hope she recover soon......take lots lots lots of care...

2007-01-13T20:45:00.000-08:00

13th jan 07
ok...yest slp at aound 2 plus cause very tired and today woke up at 10plus...its so early...haha very long nv wake up at this time le...saw my sister n ask her she nv work ar??which is the same question tat my dad ask...haha use the com den watch tv den back to the com..haha no time for accounts again so i gave up n went to work...today is later den the past few days but still i reach there earily..haha there is a new guy bbq-ing so ya...today work actually quite ok but lili auntie not very good mood due to the sales so kana alot of nagging from here...haha
today 1st time eat during work n there are two chair for eating..den at 1st i only use the taller chair den lili aunt tole me one is for table use n the belong one is to sit n had trouble taking out small chair den lili nag again...was pai sai la...haha after tat continue working n so ya lor..haha
Ok today i see different ppl...esp talk alot buy very little de n talk very little but buy alot de ppl..haha n i see how a few cent matter so much...make mistake today n so sorri to those i serve..haha went home at 9 n slack at home...haha no rain today which is good..haha

2007-01-12T20:08:00.000-08:00

12th jan 07
ok today went to work wif an very tired mood...and because nth to do but just pomoting make things worst...at around 8 plus sundenly there are a few ppl at one go so i started to do things...den i saw a grp of 3ppl very familar....haha OUT OF MY IMAGINAION...fang zhen and dan came to give me a surprise visit...haha was busy at tat moment so i nv talk to them or entertain and they noe its not the time so after playing for a while they went off...haha after finish busying went to find them(around the shop) but can't find them...and finally i saw them at bread talk..haha den chat wif them asking them to wait for me and so they wait for me for around 30min...haha was so happi cause got ppl come to visit me when my tat working day was not tat good...haha
at 8pm auntie let me off due to no ppl again so i went out to find them...it took me time to find them cause they hide at one corner of the popular doing some women and men test..haha after staying there and do one test we set off to find food...search for the claypot rice which is very nice...because we dun noe the place so we walk for quite a while b4 we can find it..but the place is under renovation so we can't eat there...after tat we walk around and find food but nth seem to suit us...haha den we went back to where i work and find food...which is the kopitiam ops where i work...the people park...

after eating i sugest to go play pool which i long to play for very long...haha so we went to take train down PS which is two stop away from chinatown...but b4 tat dan wan to go toilet so we went the toilet at chinatown mrt station there...when we go in dan went to open an unlocked door and saw someone inside doin......(let ya imagination think) she came to ask n say it out n run out the toilet n we went off too cause of pai sai ness..haha after tat we keep laughing n laughing at the last door of the train..haha its so dame funny when all of us laugh till we siao..haha when we reach ps we went to the toilet at that station n nth happen..haha

after toilet we walk to paradize to play pool...skills suck n i guess not really a good mood ba..haha but zhen n fang improve...haha n we saw fang sister playing pool too..haha we play for almost 1hour for 1 and a 3/4 round...haha after tat dan rush off for her last bus n me fang n zhen walk to ps to take mrt n go home...

really enjoy today cause of the surprise visit..haha love all of them so much....MUACK!!!!!!

2007-01-11T20:20:00.000-08:00

11th jan 07
slept early yest cause this morning i gg sch but still i'm late...promise to reach sch at 10am but because i wake up at around 10am so was in sch late...haha oh ya had a bad stomach ache when i m leaving hse which drag the time more... went down to the carpark and nobody notice the time and say i was the "angel" cause problem arise...haha so we started working wif the campfire banner and after dun noe how long of kerosene smell we finally finish the banner...had fun there cause tang, kristin and athena is there to joke around and so..they are back to help out the camp as senior instructor..bel wasn't in an happi mood due to campfire stuff...her face wasn't tat chio tat morning...
after doing the banner we went up to wash our hand and found tat the smell and black black cannot be wash away...so our whole hand smell nice after tat..haha went to a grp to join them in their learning of cheer...we learn sth else too...we learn the clap which is really nice..haha love it man..but quite hard to learn leh...haha we teach the class some cheer and i really miss singing all those cheer...its been quite a while since i sing cheer and all...haha
after tat we went to help to give out food for lunch...1st time doing these...its fun...seeing all the camper say tat they dun wan so much veg and i will give them more and all tat...haha after tat we went to eat too...food was not bad cause i m hungry..haha
after food we waited here and there and they started their TBG game...when to join the spider web and see them play while me and other instructor started to play wif the clap thing..

the rain come and goes come and goes so in our heart we all noe tat outdoor camp fire is not possible so hai...last year also like tat..this year also like tat...hai..
after staying there and see a few grp play i needed to go home le...can't bear to leave but still have to so left wif the rain still pouring...went home wet...

went to bath den prepare to go out...was not late for work but eary 15min...haha den started work...work was ok so for..at least today not tat bored and so on..haha

2007-01-10T22:59:00.000-08:00

ok today dun need to work but all my friends are working so cannot go out wif them...dame wanted to play pool but nobody free for me i guess...hai...
went to meet jerome to get pay was late so we meet inside oriental itself...i noe my way to the office without ppl bring...haha yea!!!! again...lots of prob while taking pay...but i m happi cause i get finish my pay le...haha after tat we went suntec there to take bus...there was two other gals wif us too..took the shutter bus wif a gal to city hall mrt den took mrt home...
meeting dan at 1830 but at tat time i still at cp...just reach...faster rush home change and went down to sch to meet dan...luckily fang was wif her if not she will be alone..reach there and saw al-leneand dan together den after tat yar hui came...din noe there will be so many of them...quite shock...den we went in and see many many camp instructor(senior) was like, err i came to the wrong place..yup..but still stay on and chat around and check out the campfire stuff and it was not really ok so i decided to go back tml to see wat i can do or help up... oh ya got to noe from mr pang tat the sec3 camp is at changi there...might be the camp tat i m working for...hmmm should have check it up....wat a pity tat i was not tat...if not can see all of the sec 3 this year..which is quite nice...haha

after tat we went off and dan came to my hse and wanted to use com...so while she use i watch tv..and finally she is done and we went down for bball game...chat while we play..u noe..gals talk abt wat la..haha after the game walk her to js hse there to take 159...msg js when we reach his hse there and he can see us...

dan miss one bus and we chat on...den after tat she leave and i walk home and er jie call pizza hut and we eat while watching tv...for now i pay for it 1st...haha we eat and all tat and become fat...
SHOULD I START TO RUN AGAIN???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA PLAY POOL.......

2007-01-09T22:49:00.000-08:00

6th jan 07
ok today got nth to do other den work...went down for work at 4pm and ended at 10pm...and tats my day today...just this...lalalala still got alot of this kind of days till i end this job...lalala..haha

7th jan 07
just like yest slack at home in the morning den went off to work at 4pm...but because today dun really have much ppl so i stay till 8pm only...haha was so dame happi...haha tml need to work too so ya....lalala
OH YA TODAY IS SANDY BIRTHDAY...WISH HER A HAPPI HAPPI BDAE...BE HAPPI ALWAYS...SMILE!!!!!

8th jan 07
today b4 i go work da jie is flying off to thailand...wish her all the best and muz really take care cause bombing is gg around....i wan to see her back safely...really....take lots of care da jie... after seeing her go out of hse i start to prepare to go work...start at 4pm again...and no ppl again so was send back at 8pm..haha actually if no ppl i rather earn less and go home...really hate to do nth but stand down there...

9th jan 07
ok nth much to say...went off to work at 4pm and end at 8pm...tats all...lala

2007-01-05T22:18:00.000-08:00

5th jan 07
ok...today is finally the 5th...starting work at Mei Zhen Xiang today....from today onward i goging to work at mei zhen xiang china town...this is the 1st time i getting job tat required everyday work...haha aaaa no no no factory also need to work everyday but i quit le...haha ok today went to work at 2pm...predicted tat i will end work at 6pm cause they say 4hours so i meet dan they all at 7.30 at Lau pa sha...work was ok quite fun..haha at least not tat bored thought its still bored..haha have to memorise alot of stuff...tat will be an OH OH to me ba...haha get to steal abit of ba gua to eat thanks to tat BBQ guy..haha the auntie actually ask me to work till 7pm but i told her i meeting friend so she let me off...tat is very nice of her..haha
went off at 6pm and went to lau pa sha 1st because i reach there too early so i decided to walk myself there alone...haha manage to fine tat place...settle down and listen to music while waiting for the others...dan reached the place 2nd so had a chat wif her and as usual she had alot of encounter and so on and so far..after tat guo hua and sandy reach while dan went to fetch them...latest was ZP and JS...as usual we noe hus the one tat are late...haha ok, we change sit to a outside sit where there are alot of stall snatching customer..asking them to sit at their place...this kind of stuff is the guys job so we leave it to them...haha was dame hungry cause one whole day nv eat le..haha finally sat down and order food...we chat and eat and rain suddenly come and we decided to move in(so did ppl beside us...)haha den we continue eating and after eating we went to esplande again for the cake and take photos.....and here are the photos...hahaha

after tat everyone went home...acconpany sandy home wif JS and ZP....was playing around wif ZP g----FRIEND...hmmm he wasn't in good mood and so...after he alight left the 3of us thinking whether did we over do...anyway dun be angry ok???it's for ya own good ZP...

den we went down the same stop wif sandy and sandy went off...me and js was like still hungry so js call his parents and ask them where are they and we went down to join them...so we went down to hougang plaza to find them and eat..haha

after tat js dad drive me home and his mum ask him to sent me in the lift after i get down the car...kind of funny...haha i m a girl tat can protect myself i guess..haha anw thanks alot...to his parents and the clique for the day...hope sandy is happi wif the nite ba..haha

2007-01-04T20:57:00.000-08:00

2nd jan 07
ok went out wif fang today to eat and play pool…quite a while nv go out wif her le…really missing her..but today I m seeing her…haha meet her and we will PS to eat…suppose to go K wif her but because I lost my voice so cannot go…was really looking forward for it but because of me…hai was dame sad and all my fault she cannot go too…hai…nvm we went to eat and chat and after tat went to play pool…and she actually improve a lot a lot…haha after pool we went home and today trip is over… I’ll see her again soon de..haha but dun noe when..haha

3rd jan 07
ok today went to take pay at oriental…meet jerome for lunch..he was already at city hall when I just wake up so he slept there while I go down…anw we went there too early…after I eat my porridge we still have to wait cause we can’t take money at tat time…is too early..so he slp again while I listen to my song..after tat we went to take pay and we saw a lot of ppl and its kind of weird la…inside were messy and collect pay was troublesome la..haha after tat we went home..haha

4th jan 07
ok…use com the whole nite again so din slp…dun noe y I just can’t slp…went out of hse at 5 plus..miss a bus and so I was late..and the worst thing is I can’t find my way in so I took cab in…oh ya today I m working as a belayer for a camp…was so happi cause this job was kind of suitable for me..yup…haha went there late and was so pai sai la…but after tat was better le…start to work and rest b4 we really start…get the shirt and all tat and today it’s the I forgot wat sec le…is a sec 2 camp so ya..haha work and work till the lunch and the belayer went out to eat…was very full so din eat much and we sit lorry..haha very long nv sit lorry le..haha went back and had to wait again so we wait and wait till the whole thing start again and we start work again…till around 5 plus and it started raining and we have to clear up and later on we help the sea activity ppl to clear up too…and after tat we waited to get our pay and we wait for very very long and dan and js was waiting for me…and finally after we eat dinner the give pay de come le and we get our pay and went off…our so call ”daddy” give us a ride to places we want to go and he ride me to hougang plaza and I took train home…I ran and I miss a train…sobs sobs… when I reach there saw fang and din really talk to her den after tat faster ran down to find dan and js den after they use the market and I write my notes we went off…went to js hse tat side and took bus(accompany dan) den went home…althought I din slp but I feel ok leh..haha still alive and good..haha after tat went home and rest and better le..haha

2006-12-31T20:54:00.000-08:00

30th dec
Ok today my day start wif my anger…fight wif my parents abt taxi stuff…today was dad company function…his boss invite us to raffles town club to play and all tat..at around 12 plus me and parents went to eat at the coffee shop ops our hse…dad told me to call for a cab…its was my first time so I was quite blur of wat to do and so..after booking the cab(sth was not very right wif the booking) we started eating… when the time the cab suppose to come my phone rang and is the taxi driver..he was scolding me tat I didn’t say clearly wheres the place and so when I already call and change the place and all tat…den after the scolding he ask me to call back the company and cancel the booking and so I did and sort of complaint tat I was scolded and la la la…the guy help us to get another cab and the worst came…my dad was like nagging at me like I m the one in wrong and so…my mum of course added on and the fire of course become bigger which I can’t really control and endure not to scold back… so my day started wif all these rubbish…was really dame angry lor….hai why can’t they just support me or dun say any thing to add flues to the fire….hai…After tat sat in the taxi and say nth but type a 6 msg full sms and sent to fang…was so dame angry so I type and type and type….she is my punching bag…haha thanks a lot….
Ok after a while we go and fetch a auntie and went to the club…the club was very diao very pretty and so…play bowling 1st and our grp was the best grp cause we score the highest among the other 3 grp den we got our prize during the dinner… after bowling we went round to see the club and the room…he book one hotel room and a jasmine suit for all of us…after tat we went to have a lunch inside the club…have dessert and share a fish and chip wif mum…the food was not bad…quite nice..haha and its treat by dad boss again..haha anw my mood was ok by now le…after tat some went to watch movie while me my mum and one other auntie went to the jasmine suit…of course we want to go enjoy our self rather den gg to a movie and waste our trip..haha so we went to the jasmine room and I went for the Sauna Room, Steam Room den Jacuzzi Whirlpool…haha isn’t it cool..haha after tat we went off and have dinner at the restaurant next to the club..LONG CHENG…quite a cool place which serve Chinese food and finally I saw Chinese dinner not serve by myself…haha after dinner we went back to the club and parents decided to stay over at the room so we stay over..guys one room and ladies one room…went to play pool wif the auntie and mu mum…haha I m the pro down there cause both the auntie and my mum is first time play..haha after tat chat on phone around the club…outside the room…chat till the security come and chase me back room..haha so pai sai la..haha after tat chat in toilet and was scolded cause I very noise..haha den went to slp but cannot really fall aslp so had a bad nite…oh I drank 8glasses of red wine during dinner too..haha den work up wif not good condition cause I already not feeling well le… after tat went home to rest but can’t slp so slack till my working hours…

31st dec 06 and 1st jan 07
ok today working is real bad la…during briefing nose bleed after gg wash room lost my way and cannot find ppl…plus not feeling well make things worst den during dinner eyes was very blur den ya…work till 4am den cannot find cab…call also can’t find…actually taking wif some other ppl but they wanted to walk till beach road but I dun wan so I stay behind to wait till the MRT start again..but after tat I follow the taxi back to bedok den take bus home…and reach home at around 6 plus den rest for tat day..which is already mom….yupp

2006-12-29T22:34:00.000-08:00

29th dec
ok today i woke up late but not late enough to be late for the meeting later on... today is squad gathering day...actually wanted to go get pay b4 the dinner but because i din have enough time so i decided not to go get it 1st... went to city hall and meet yvonne(the 1st to reach) bring her to waraku and we two sit inside and drink tea and started to call ppl as nobody came... den after tat more and more ppl came and last to come is dan and fang hu are working till 6pm..haha they have already rush over so ya..haha and so we started to order the food and one by one came...we were so dame noise in tat tatami room...haha while we waiting for food we took some photos and all tat... and all our food came and we say the prayer b4 food and sing the food cheer...was sort of back to the np and sec sch period ba...haha and we eat and chat... after tat mich carmen and adel lau have to leave so only left a few of us...we chat abt lots of stuff mainly on some one hu dun love herself...we chat for quite long and decide to go off...
went outside marina square to take photo and den went esplanade to listening to some band playing den yvonne went off so we went to take more photo...we even soak our leg inside the water outside the esplanade there and everyone get wet...after tat we rush for the last train and all that and finally reach home...

2006-12-28T22:30:00.000-08:00

26th dec
went to work...as usual chinese dinner...serving one per table...luckily i met good ppl again...my table guess was really nice and kind so my small mistake is cover up i guess..haha din work till very late...reach home at around 12 plus...everybody is surprise casue first time come home so fast after this job work...haha took the bus service back and its the 1st time i took this bus...feel kind of weird but its still ok...haha actually take the bus also not bad..haha

27th dec
went sch early in the morning to help bel up wif the up coming sec 1 orientation camp, camp fire...teach them the stuff and work till around noon time and went off to eat...job done...i think i had alrady teach wat i can...wish them good luck...haha hope everythings goes well on tat actual day...
went cp kfc to eat while chatting wif them...after tat went off to find my sis at cp...brought make-up remover and went to shop wif er jie den she brought on top and we went home...

28th dec
ok went to the mei zhen xiang HQ to sign contract wif them... lost my my all the way and i dun wish to recall back le... even lost my way when gg home... had a really bad day due to my stupicness and all tat... hai...

2006-12-25T22:14:00.000-08:00

25th dec
ok today is christmas day itself... woke up late so meet fang late... went to dan hse to celebrate... and i actually found the way to her hse without going down the wrong stop... maybe today wasn't a good day or wat ba... have a weird feeling at first... ok me n fang reach dan hse and give out all the present... was carrying a real big bag..haha all the present are in there.. while giving out there was lots of noise abt my outing yest...esp dan.... she will get it next time so ya..haha went there and sit wif fang and chat while watching some show.... started bbq at abt 5-6 plus...(the guys set up fire dame slow...haha)
the guys started to bbq food n i was saying tat this not cook tat not cook while i eating all the uncooked stuff... after tat was a change... i take over to cook while the others eat... so me fang n zhen was bbq-ing while the others watch a ghost movie dan sis n sandy rent back... nv really watch it as i was bbq-ing...so i just bbq for a few hours and stop when they finally pursuae me to let them bbq... by tat time i was really full as i ate alot while bbq-ing...haha
after bbq-ing i sit down and watch tv... ate some prawn without using my hand to peel the shelf...haha thanks to zhi ping cause he help me to do so...haha prawn was nice... by tat time only left some still bbq-ing and the others all settle down... fang and zhen left while i decide to stay...feel so guilty cause i actually wanted to go off wif fang... like i always fly her kite...after sending her home i continue to watch tv and so on... and took some photos after nel came..and all bbq stop when we sit down and watch john tucker muz die... it was quite nice...one guy tat attract so many gals...haha
after the show most of us went off...actually wanted to go play pool but because of the transport prob and many ppl cannot go all all the stuff we went home...me JS n nel din went home straight... we sit down at cp and chat... but we hardly say anything so i not sure whether is it still a chat... we brought drinks n tibits to eat...den after tat the both of them walk me home and we say good bye..haha went home den went online while the two guys still having their guy talk...and tats my christmas day 2006...

here are some photo tat we took.....

2006-12-24T23:48:00.000-08:00

ok... today is christmas eve... was at home the whole morning and almost the afternoon... meet nelson at 6 plus at cp...start perparing at around 4plus i guess..got alot of stuff to do today...haha
meet nel at cp and we went to town straight...there was quite a lot of ppl den we started to walk and talk and took photos and ya....
after tat it was difficult to decide wat to eat n finally mos was the choice and so we went there to eat...after eating we went out and there are lots of ppl so we have to walk wif the ppl... slowly... finally we are out of there and we went to play pool... thanks nelson for the lesson... learn more abt pool and hope my skills improve..haha
after pool we went PS to take train back home...as usual he send me home but this time i send him up the bus...haha and i guess tat is my this year chraistmas eve...haha anw MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone....lalalalalalalalalala haha

some photos...haha

2006-12-23T23:47:00.000-08:00

ok today is a shopping day... went out wif my parents and shop for christmas present... din see anything yet and we went to watch cruse of the golden flower... it was quite nice... not bad...haha after tat went to walk around... brought and spend alot alot... anw its ok.... once every year only...haha after tat went to eat den went home...

2006-12-22T23:40:00.000-08:00

meet fang at 1pm to go kallang to get our pay....went there and finally we got it and factory work is over...haha finally done wif tat.... after tat fang went to shop alone and i went to meet jerome for work...start work and learn something new...anw today i m woking wif dan and luckily things are quite ok... stay for turn over and work till around 3pm and finally can go off le... took taxi wif dan and another gal stay in AMK... i was the last person...meet police check on the way home...quite scarily cause its 1st time...haha uncle was nice...chat wif him when i m alone...haha and i noe the way home... i point the correct way...haha but is scarily and next time might not be tat luckily...haha i m really seriously a very lu chi...haha went home and bath slp...

2006-12-21T23:48:00.000-08:00

20th dec
ok i din slp last nite cause i m watching "my girl" 5 more disc to finish the show so i finish watching it and it took me the whole nite... meet fang early in the morning to go get our pay...i'm really irritated...we walk till almost at the factory le den the person call and tell me tat she is sick and we can't go take... i know it wasn't her fault to be sick but i guess an early notice can be given??
after tat fang went to shop alone and i went bedok to me jerome and friend for the camp... reached there early so have to wait...started to get tired when i was on train and sleepy-ness started to stress me...haha jerome reach 1st while all his friend are late... we went to eat and suddenly a guy came and its another jerome friend... he say tat "WEI CHENG" and conpany was at the other side and i was thinking tat singapore is big enough to see another wei cheng ba... and soon tat gang walk over and yes is tat wei cheng from nvss npcc tat i noe few years back... i can only say its so qiao... anw its kind of ....lalala but we did communicate...haha
ok continue wif my camp... took bus to dun noe where and alight when they alight...after tat we were spilt into girls and guys...was left alone as all of tat gang is guys... after tat we started to walk to tat camp site called MOE changi coast advanture centre... was spilt into grp and was different group wif all those i noe...haha
1st day we have our wet activity...it was fun and good...most imptly i met alot of new and friendly ppl... the ppl was really different from hu i also meet because they all have the leadership skills and other skills... it was a fruitful camp... after water activity it was bathing...only have less den 10 min so din really bath just rinse all the sand away and den dry myself and change... the NP feeling is back and its nice...haha dinner next was tired and hungry but the instructor keep talking which make me fall asleep and she pointed me so everyone look at me...haha it was so pai sai la..haha ok finally is dinner le...and we eat and pack up and its nite activity...it is indoor rock climbing...was the 1st one from our team to climb.. was quite fast i guess because the wall is easy...yup..after tat was sit down and wait for my time to belay...yuppi...
after tat was nite trail... blind folder and do some stuff...feel so much like sleeping because can't open eyes so carry a sleepy mood...haha after the game was all the briefing... ok is dame sleepy and cannot slp...tat kind of things is really cannot take it... fall aslp alot of time b4 we can sleep and finally can slp.........................

21st dec
ok wake up at 7 for breakfast... have quite a nice slp yest but still i m tired so is slpy day again...have breakfast and den all the element and all that and is lunch time...after lunch den is area cleaning...get hell when cleaning the toilet...lots of difficulties and all tat...after tat was break camp... sign out for two camp tat is coming up... camp instructor...working toward tat i guesss............... go go go...haha sound weird..haha
after break camp we stay at the dorm for quite a while and later on we went to take the free bus but we miss it so we decided to go to the bowling centre and wait while resting and drinking...wait there for quite some time and went out to catch the bus... bus finally come but we were not suppose to take tat bus... so we give up and started walking to the bus stop and it just took us quite long... mean time we just chat and walk... finally we reach there and take bus den change bus den finally reach home and i did some stuff den went to bed....

here are some photos took....

2006-12-20T03:20:00.000-08:00

18 dec
slept at 5am and wake up at 12 plus... force to wake up cause i have to do some hse work b4 parents come back tonight... and i m meeting meidan at 2pm... yeat nite was watching a korea show "my girl"...still got 5 more disc to finish...haha
ok woke up tat day and start to pack everything den vaccum the floor and i was almost late le so msg dan to postpone the time and she agree... so i went to bath and change and check the hse again... den rush off to cp to meet dan... dan say she is gg to be late so i went to do some stuff b4 she come...when i m done she is still not there yet and so i have to continue to wait and saw yar hui... talk to her while waiting and after a while she went off..and dan came...
was on the train and dan say we should call more ppl so i msg nel and js and just nice they meeting their friends for pool and we are asking them to play pool.. so we decided to meet them for pool... we were too early so i ask dan to accompany me to go take pay and we went den after tat we went TCC to have a drink... so much like Tai Tai...yup... and this is wat we did...

and of course the gals talk.....lalalala
after tat when its time we went to the pool area and we started to play 1st...after a while they came and nel came to say hi but not tat dao kia ...yup... WE PLAY TOGETHER... like real...we play our own and they play their own anw this time is a wrong day to calll ppl for pool ba... so wrong... no more comment...
after tat bad session me and dan go take MRT and went diff way... i go the direction of airport and she went town... took train and its dame lots of ppl... is like so squeeze..was at a corner... den the stupid train stop for 10min plus because somthing was wrong... i was scare tat i would be late and parents will just go off without me but luckily they were later den i think...went to eat wif them and went home by cab....

19th dec
today woke up at 12 plus and do my accounts den watch tv den change and went to meet fang... gg mei zhen xiang to sort of interview... but jerome say its a sure in so ya... after tat because i suddenly think of making muah chee so i ask fang to teach me and she did...we brought everything at fang hse nearby shop and went her hse make... it was so nice but very full..haha after tat went home and went tkd... cycling in the rain is actually quite nice but today is in a mess... irritating... went for training and its like tat lor.. normal normal.. on the way home was raining too so it wasn't too good... and tats all i guess...

oh ya i going for a recruitment camp from 20th-21th... hope it gonna be fun..lala haha

anw i din noe guys actually change faster den a girl... wat the hell do u think u are doing la... i really wonder wat are u doing.....hai..

2006-12-17T01:41:00.000-08:00

so angry....just accidentally clear away everything tat i type...

just came home 1-2 hour ago... went to play pool just now...

meet fang, milton and ding yang 1st at ps and went to eat while waiting for xin who are still working..kind of weird at first but later on we chat more and lame more and its still weird i guess... after eating went to walk for a while and went to meet xin and cherly is tagging along... walk to paradiz and started playing...

skills totally suck big time... but after a few round finally become better le... after a few hours milton friend join in(another table) and we continue to play... we play for around 5hour i guess(maybe) i m so loving pool...play more...haha after tat the girls leave and left the guys only... went to take mrt wif fang and ya... talk abt the "him" and i guess she kind of got nth more to say cause the feeling toward tat person had already become like tat so no use saying more... can't really communicate long i guess... just do watever i can now ba...

tml(later on this morning) gg to clear the hse as my parents are coming back on mon... hope i wun slack too much... wish tat they are safe and enjoyinging themselve...

2006-12-16T02:40:00.000-08:00

ok few days nv blog le... quite alot of things happen and i gg to blog it out... interesting, bored, happy and unhappy stuff happen almost everyday...

10th dec
it was my 1st day of work at oriental hotel...was looking forward and quite scare...but jerome and dan working wif me so it make things better... meet at city hall MRT.. jerome was abit late, we started walking 1st but he catch up wif us real fast... den we walk very very fast to the hotel...its quite a distance..
during we check in dan face wif some prob so we went up to take our uniform..while i taking uniform jerome brought dan up to settle the prob.. i asked for a M size uniform but the person say i belong to the XS size..was quite shock but the unifore fit me...haha went to the wash room wif dan and change... was very rush and both of us quite messy i guess... went up to the office there and put our bag den jerome brought us to the function room and we started our day... everything is so messy and fast tat i nearly can't follow.. but do the best is wat i can do..haha 1st we start off we setting table.. we just follow the other table and manage to do it den dan was rite.. its really like np as they ask us to gather, squeeze and FALL in??haha
after tat i was chose to be one of the presenter which start off the first dish... its kind of weird but quite funny.. dan was wif me too..she is standing behind me.. we practice a few times den when off to do other stuff... after we are almost done we were call to FALL in outside for briefing... the manager den start to talk to us and spilt us.. was ask to go the other side cause i m new(1st day) after tat was pull to the other place which is at 5th floor den go to a sort of kitchen place for breifing... after a min a gal came up and say she had to bring the gals down cause we are in the food presentation.. i m the only one involve so i was bring down to the 1st floor again for the same briefing..
dun really noe wat the manager was talking...it sound very hard to understand.. dun really dare to ask or question and was thinking i will just do watever others are doing can le but it is not tat easy... after the briefing outside we were call in for another briefing inside.. this time we were spilt up and again because i m new i was call out and noe wat... it was so qiao tat my partner is jerome.. ok i m really very luckily to work wif him cause i was quite blur and i think he really take care and teach me stuff.. we were in charge of 3 table which is quite heavy i guess..
after everybody was spilt we were call back to the centre again... the 10 food presenter was ask to go out and serve the cocktail drink... so we went out and start serving.. dun really have a lot of ppl at 1st but later on more ppl come... jerome came and ask if i got any question to ask him and another gal was wif me and she started to ask very weired question and it does sound abit irritating...yup...
dinner start real soon and ppl come in group by group and i was really very messy.. was suppose to serve them to sit but i was not familia wif tat after tat jerome ask me to go take tea and start serving tat... i was really very blur as i dun noe wheres the door and where to get tea... after a while i get it and finally start to noe the ways le..
after tat we serve and all tat...its really hard but quite fun... but the plates are really heavy and have a hard time potioning as i dun noe how to do tat.. den there is one table of teenager keep making fun of me..asking for phone no but i din give... but it fun after all...haha
the dinner was really very tiring esp when its near the end... my hand was really dying due to all the heavy stuff den after tat was clearing up... it was not tat good too cause the things are heavy kitchen was messy and the floor is very slippery and every where is full of stuff.. and its hard to place all the things there... finally the dinner was over and we are almost done wif things and were call to fall in again... the manager told us wat to do and later plan and so we carry on wif last touch up and it was debriefing time... debrief was full of scolding and more scolding den they let us go have our supper and after tat was more talking abt the day... guess the wedding was badly serve and ppl were quite unhappy ba... but luckily i din make a very big mistake...at least i din spill anything on ppl..
after tat dan ask me to stay for the make over so we raise up our hand when they ask for ppl... they ask where we stay and the manager ask me to stay as he also stay SK which means take taxi wif him...dan went home and i stay and help... we was doing our work and suddenly few ppl run out and they(the senior and manager) started to play.... it was rated...haha they took off the bdae boy pants and shirt(left only under garment) and they put ice, sauces, and others stuff inside the under garment...haha its so funny and haha me and som others were watching as they ask us to stop doing 1st.. after tat a few more ppl kana and finally they sing song and cut cakes....after tat they continue to play and some started to work again... we clear and all tat and finally finish at around 4 plus and finally can go and change and go home... went to change and den wait at the 7/11 there for ppl...they sit there and chat and they actually chat for around 1hour abt ary stuff... reach home at around 5 plus and i had factory work after tat...

11 dec
went to bath and went online and after less den half an hour i got to get change and go to work... was half dead as i was quite tired... factory work really is not suitable for me and i hurt my hand a few times due to the solidering work... was tired and fall aslp quite a few times... was so looking forward for everybreak and finally i decided to gave up on tat job... went to tell fang tat even without the pay i also dun wan to continue working there le...casue usually work 3 days den will and can get pay and 11 dec was only our second day... fang was still considering and guess she was affected by me ba... she actually wanted work de... i really can't stand factory work... just like i dun mind being a waitress tat is so tiring but i mind sitting down there doing factory stuff which are not tiring but bored...
during lunch we discuss abt the pros and cons and i guess i really affected her choice and we decided to ask the boss abt the pay.. if we can get our pay we will quite the day means if we can get our pay if we only work two days we will work till 11 dec and stop work... but if we have to work 3 days i will quite straight away and forget abt the pay... fang is diff from me as she dun want to waste the pay... and she think the job was bored but overall ok... but i feel tat the job can kill me if i continue to work...
at 1st the guy tat we ask say tat we can get our pay is only work for 2 days but after tat the lady told fang tat we can't... was happi at 1st but everything was spoilt.... but after thinking... for two reason i stay and work for the 3rd days.... i endure...
after work me n fang went vivo to watch movie as i had promise tat we will go watch movie on monday... went to watch cinderella.. a korea horro... had a hard time searching for the cinema and spend quite a long time looking for tat... vivo is really very big and its was my 1st time there... was suppose to go after Os to shop there for the first time and guess we dun have the time and i din go at all till 11 dec... hai
ok we went round and round and finally found the place... both of us was very hungry and so fang went to Q for the movie while i go and buy long john... we place it inside our bag and eat inside... was in a rush and one of the water spill inside fang bag... and it was quite messy... but still we settle down and start to watch the movie... there are a lot of noise ppl... the show was so so...not tat scary i guess..but at least it has a story tat we understand and can be understand...haha went home after tat and was very tired and slp when watching TV...

12 dec
ok... today is the last day and i was really looking forward to end the work and so not looking forward to start work... but today i did diff thing... a more boring thing...but this time ppl talk to me which make things better and after tat fang join me too and we were playing some words games and a auntie sitting oppisite us was laughing and seeing us play... time was beeter off tat time... b4 tat i was falling aslp and was really very tired and no mood to work... took quite a few pic b4 we leave and this is it... our last day.... yea... can't wait to go...haha but last day was really much better....

here are some photos took throughtout the 3 days...but mostly the third day...

ok tats all for my working days... after work we went home and oh ya we finally found the short cut but it was the l;ast day of work so it doesn't matter anymore....
went home and eat abit and get ready to go tkd... went there and learn pattern and train and see ppl...haha went home and usual stuff...

13 dec
today is slacking day...only till the nite den i went for tkd training... was so ;azy to go but after tat better le...and start to train and all tat...

14 dec
ok today is a surprsing day because i got special date by carmen to go play pool... so me dan and men went to play pool at AMK... its K-pool..haha 1st time go there... as usual..everybody was late and had to wait... at 1st tot i was late but i was not and the others all were... went to play pool...carmen was good which i actually din believe... was not in the mood at 1st but later on it become better... play 4 round and guess me and carmen(pair) vs dan... we won all 4 round...haha
after pool we went to mac and eat and talk...guess we talk quite loud and ya talk...after tat went home and decided to go tke since i m free... so i went and it was all kids but i did learn more and practice more...haha hope i can go for the grading this time...

15dec
ok today is the day... parents are flying off and i sending them off... they are gg to vietnam and i gg to miss them... wake up early in the morning and 4th uncle give us a ride... i was the only family sending ppl there of... and the trip is fulll of aunties and uncle..haha but got two quite ok looking guys...haha ok wish them all the best and play hard and most importantly take care and be safe...
after seeing them go in i went to take train and back to SK... the shop was still not open so i wait while i walk around and finally i brought wat i wan and went home...
whole day slacking at mum bed watching tv and slping... will be alone this few days i guess...haha tats all... getting late but still not slpin yet...haha
oh ya tml gg to play pool wif fang xin milton and his friend... feeling weird now and wonder how tml will be like...just hope i wun make a fool out of myself... fang fang u will be mine tml...haha

2006-12-12T00:50:00.000-08:00

okk i m too tired to type a long one... had not sleep for more den 24hour le... good luck to those haveing CT..

2006-12-10T16:42:00.000-08:00

ok is EARLY morning blogging again... was watching some youtube show..haha the show is very nice and funny, but it only have a few ep only, so have to wait first...

was slacking thought the day... was suppose to go fang hse and watch show... but mum return all my show and i can't find my sis disc too... was so angry wif my mum and actually gg out wif parents but later i change my mind even if i not gg fang hse... was so angry and i found idea to vent my anger but i will not say it out as it is bad idea...

watching tv and using com the whole day...woke up wif a "wanted go out mood" but in the end my day is spoilt and anw i got no where to go too...hai

gg to work in less den half a day time... getting excited... i m always more interested in waitress job... even thought dan day how bad it is but still i think is fun and wat she say din make me hate but like to work more...haha i noe i m mad i agree...haha will go work tml...go go jia you...

think tats all le...gg slp soon... need to wake up n watch a show...haha

oh ya i just recieve email from auntie juliet...she sent us(xin dan n me) the photos..wonder if u all have recieve tat anot... anw she mention abt the friendster account too...its http://www.friendster.com/redcampred... go add it ba... oh ya...hahahahahahahahahahaah MattiE are one of the friends too..haha cya girls soon..

2006-12-09T01:31:00.000-08:00

ok today i sort of had a bad day... started working at the factory wif fang at kallang area...

we meet each other at cp mrt...fang was late a bit due to lrt.. was so tired and din wan to wake up..but i drag myself up and nearly late...

took mrt and fang forget tat we are stopping where again!!!!!!!!! haha (her usual self)haha (ops)... get down at potong pasir and took bus... lost at the mrt station due to too much exit..haha walk for quite long den finally get to the correct side of the bus....wait a while for the bus den voard and here we go...

we saw place tat are very familia so we decided to get down...in the end both of us end up walking endlessly... we dun noe where we are and just keep walking.... at last we found our way and actually we just stop at the back of all the building when we suppose to stop infront..(confusing) faster rush up and we are just in time..but still counted as late i guess... had our uniform on and our punch card punch and walk wif a auntie name Lily...she ask us do we noe soldering and fang ans straight "no" but i say yes because i rem DNT lesson(i love tat subject) fang was send to a checking things position and i was bring to do soldering.....

auntie there was ok...but lily aunt quite fierce... at first soldering was fun and i try my best to do my best but out of 10 lily will reject 8 so i depress me... went for two tea break(10min) and a lunch break(40min)... couldn't find canteen at first but later on we found it... went to eat and the food does look and taste not really nice... we brought ban mian and chicken rice and we share half half.... we are gg to taste the food there while we work...diff food everyday..

went back to work and everybody was back fast... start working again... was ver very bored and tired.... hmmm wonder how long we will stay on... lets see... and finally its time to end work... was trying ti finish all my stuff den go find fang n leave but after finishing it is abt 5.30pm(actual time is 5pm) but becuase nobody leaving and ask us so we din dare to leave...so sadly i went back to sit den the auntie ask me things and finally we get to leave..one auntie tot i wan to work overtime... i was like no pls.. i wan to faster run out le...haha serious this dun suit me... sit there for few hours doing the same thing.... come on...hu am i??? I need to move...sze hwee is the moving kind...but too bad just have to continue trying i guess... luckily tml no work le...cause its weekend... but sunday i woking at oriental..i m so looking forward for tat job...

tats all for the day... factory work is harded den wat we ppl thinks... oh ya we did get lost finding our way home... tats it... mon work>>>>>>!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-12-08T01:00:00.000-08:00

going to work in a few more hours so today i can't really stay up late... anw i m tired... but i m waiting, waiting for reply....

so dame angry and feel like shouting man...hai

y can't ppl speck to their mind... y m i a coward.... so angry... does saying out things make matter better... wat will be the side effect??

i can't find the ans.... arhhhhhhhhhhh SO ANGRY.... 10 more min will be my limit... i wan an ans... if not it will be kept quiet... hai

2006-12-07T20:31:00.000-08:00

hmmm this morning its over...yest breack my own record of sleeping at 7 am in the morning... if it is not my mum scold i think i will not even sleep...haha

woke up at 11 plus to get ready to pack my clothes (in a mess) and watch the show tat i miss out yest... after the show i still haven pack finish so i hurry up and start to prepare to go out... today me and fang are out to find job again... look throught the chinese news paper and found a factory work....

was actually late but it turn out tat fang is later...haha went to douby and actually wanted to give up the finding job plan as it was really a boring day again... but fang say we will go the factory see see and so we went..

took train to kallang and change to bus... nearly lost our way and the devil in my mind are telling me to give up...haha but we went to ask the mrt uncle and we got the ans... the driver was good as he talk to us abt the way and all tat... after we get down the bus we walk in and find blk 9... and finally found...

went to the 2nd floor and went in to this room(factory) was scarily because nobody seem to care abt us... after tat went to a table and talk to a guy there and he ask us to wait as the interview person was out to do stuff... he ask us to wait for 20min and in the mean time we fill up the form and started looking around and chatting... fang just can't stay still and keep walking small step by small step...haha

after a while the women finally came and just a few min of talking she ask us to come work tml...it was shocking and i ask her whether me and fang can talk anot and finally we agree...and its woking time...haha quite happi but worry as i have two others waitress job on...but nvm i will work hard... and earn money...muhaha...

after the interview we went off and took bus 107 to hougang mean while look out for better way to get to work...

went hougang and went fila straight to look for sharon... she is there and we finally visit her, but she seem to be busy so me and fang went to eat first(KFC) we sit there and talk and share a meal and it was very very full... after that went back to fila and sharon was ready to go for her dinner...haha went to KFC again but din sit back the chair we sit just now cause fang din wan...haha she eat the same things as us and we chat while she eat... she is just like a long time no see friend...but she din change much and me and fang was think how pretty she can be after make over...haha

after that we went to shop around and its time to say good bye... went to take mrt and went home...some small heart chat again... and its good bye time...

2006-12-07T04:46:00.000-08:00

hmmm i m bored...its too early to find some to chat...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

2006-12-07T03:30:00.000-08:00

OH PEEP... there are some new entry hidden so go to hist of sept, nov and dec to see if u wan...haha see ya and take care...

2006-12-07T03:15:00.000-08:00

ok i had always wish to type abt a outside friend... he is just a friend that name me as his best friend but treat me as a back up... i treat him as my close friend, i care for him and do watever he ask me to but in the end i find myself as a nobody to him... is sad rite?? he is a fun person tat i enjoy being wif at times but to him i m a "doll?" under his control, play and listen and be wif him always when he had nobody.. i might not be his last contact friend but i m very very sure tat i m not the very first or second friend tat he will think of when he got secret or watever... i can't type alot of detail as he will read my blog(i guess) or he dun even have the time to view his so call 'good friend' blog or dun even noe i got a blog... i only can say i m really disappointed wif this guy and dun really enjoy the time together anymore... but i hope for hope for him and me.. not being together as(bgr) but as understanding friend.. i noe u have lots of other prob but have u wonder i m one of your troubles too.. can't u just look at me when i feel tat u are gone... i m sorri i can't treat you as well as last time n i really dun wan to be one of your troubles but look like i m left wif no choice but to leave u.. but dun worry.. cause your best best friend will take care of you... you lost nth but a spare tire...

2006-12-07T02:55:00.000-08:00

ok today suppose to go js hse at 12pm but i only woke up at 11.39am... aleep at around 4 plus so i lie on the bed and din wan to wake up..haha when i finally check the time i jump up but not off my bed as it was a double...and i sleeping on top..haha faster get ready and manage to finish by 11.50am (fast rite) haha

went off and half way throught i recieve Js call and they say they was at CP so i went to find them... wait for quite a while and saw sand and zp 1st when they didn't see me at all...

den after a while js and gh came and all of us walk to js hse... dan was the latest... and everybody wear white except dan but nvm she say it was special and dan was "jealous" tat me and sand wear fbt while she have to look after her short length due to js mum(good image)haha

we start off wif shutter and it was ok cause i watch b4... sand was reading notes as she dun like horror.. the others was eating and watching... zp was scare and sth happen..haha dan was the worst... she is very scare and she insist of finishing it.. she scream quite a few times... luckily its not in the cinema yuppi....

finally show over and we went to another show... pink panter was next... dan went to use the com because she is not interested... anw the show was quite nice... its real funny and laughing together was fun but someone...haha

next up was she's the man...the show was nice and EVERYBODY watch it... romantic and nice...funny too... yes i agree love is more than physical contact... but i m very sure tat 99% of the ppl prefer to add physical contact in their relationship... if not it will be dame bored... but this was my point of view anyone can disagree... but can u ppl stand a relationship without kissing??holding hand??haha

next was actually just like heaven but because no body was really interested as alll was bored and interested ones was chatting so without their permission we change the disc... we and zp both agree on monster hse but... again, it was not the rite show for everyone...but still we finish watching it...

order pizza and it come at around 7 plus... had pizza and watch bao bei ji hua...haha dun noe how to spell and the english name... althought i watch b4 but still i think the show is nice and touching...

that was the last show and we went home after tat... most of the time i will accompany ppl tp bus stop but today i was shock to be pop wif a weird question... y m i walking to bus stop instead of my hse direction... actually wanted to just turn and leave but i din follow wat i m thinking... but i walk at the back and i think... think of alot of stuff and decided sth.. sth tat i always hai.. nvm...

sand and zp bus came very fast and gh took taxi... so its left wif "the three of us again????" m i at the wrong place making a wrong dicision again... i think i m n i did... listen to wat they talk and think n talk... i dun noe how much every word of mine weight but i did my best and least...miss quite a number of buses and went off without seeing dan boarding the bus...

went nite market wif js and his sis...shop for food and went off...am i a light bulb...haha

went home eat and watch tv den online till the wee hours again...haha done wif the day but not my thought...

P.S: i hope wat i type will not affect ppl but send them to think of their wrong and right... i dun wish for the same inccident tat happen last time abt blog entry to happen again... but there is no other way tat i would wan to say things out... take care everybody...

ok i m really hoping tat i can start work asap but too bad this week i m only woring for one day.. i dun care how tough the work is.. i m just gg to train myself and get things done well... work i m coming...muhahaha ok i noe i m crazy..haha

2006-12-06T12:43:00.001-08:00

ok i m bored and can't fall asleep i guess....nobody are up now...hai

2006-12-06T12:42:00.001-08:00

ok i m bored and can't fall asleep i guess....nobody are up now...hai

2006-12-06T03:00:00.000-08:00

ok now is 2 plus in the morning...and i slept at 5 plus yest...

was tired but still dun feel like sleeping..haha tml gg to JS hse to watch lots of movie..
think and hope it will be fun..haha
quite looking forward...hope....err...yup...

today...no no no...yest noon time when tomson plaza to rent CD for later movie time... reach there early cause tot the bus would take very long to reach but 1/2 and hour jiu reach le...so went there to shop...after a while dan and zp came and we wait for sand...all of them are wearing so casually except me...but nvm, like wat my mum say.."wats wrong wif wearing sth tat look good..."haha quite true anw...

went to rent movie and after tat went to drink sth... dan as usual pop up funny and weird question... have a little chat and went home...

get home eat and watch tv and online... den start to prepare wat i wearing to the SJC play.... was late because i took too much time to get ready but was not blame i guess..haha went to look for the hotel and found it and went in for the play... the play wasn't tat nice so ya...after tat went home alone...(i mean walk home) and eat rest... that my day...yup

2006-12-03T02:30:00.000-08:00

ok time to update le... ppl start to scold again...

wats up for the last few days was red camp... it was very fun.... went there wif a boring mood...was late and dan wait for me at the bus stop... started the camp wif alot of shouting which made me day better... finally started all the shouting of cheers and everything again...it had been a long time since i shout...hahaaha...

throught out the whole three days there are lots of happy stuff and unhappy stuff.... but its over so nvm... last day was actually bored... but luckily milton ask us to take photos if not we will be gg home wif a bored mood...haha lets look at the beatiful faces....

That was the 1st day...when camp is gggg more fun and nice.....

Then its second day....

and FinALLy

Its the very last day and we are gg to leave this sch....i gonna miss all the GL...haha xin and dan will miss the same thing..haha

and on the bus we took more pic...

2006-11-23T11:06:00.000-08:00

this was all the photos taken on the first sentosa trip after Os... GIVE WAY CAUSE THE BABES ARE HERE...haha

ok after sentosa its pool time.. its show time???haha show how poor is our skills..haha

2006-11-21T09:13:00.000-08:00

althought prom nite was spoil by two person and a bad selfish motive but still me and fang try to enjoy i guess...but i m more luckly den fang because i m slower in human stuff..poor her has to face it... guess fang will agree tat we are in the wrong place...

here are some photos tat we took...was really nice to see all the babes...

] but i guess the movie after porm is the thing tat make tat day better... anw overall porm wasn't good...yup... enjoy???not really...

2006-11-20T09:25:00.000-08:00

ok this is abt the day..straight after our last paper... it was really a rush day... first fang and zhen came to my hse to bake cake...wasn't successful at all but without giving up we success....

after baking me and fang go make up at our own hse and went out together to celebrate after Os....but because we are busy for the nite so din really ya...haha

after tat it was nite time...we giving js and dan surprise so they was told tat fang is not coming and when they reach i will bring them to a place where fang is lighting the candles...but too bad
candles was not lighted but its still a surprise for both of them to recieve cake tat we bake... after eating we went to singapore river there and rox it... after tat was pool time...first pool time after Os...haha

P.S: i noe the cake was not tat good... i will improve on my skills de... anw i m in love wif cooking and baking..haha

2006-11-07T20:22:00.000-08:00

hmmm 3 paper has past...after so many days exam finally started...felt happi after every paper because the days towards fun is nearer...but still i'm worri abt the outcome...hmmm shall sit back and wait for the big day ba...

i have little hope for math and chem(althought not tat big) and i think SS can forget abt it le la....

tml having english...a sub i scare the most....but just try my best ba...jia you... and tml having physic too...jia you together....

jia you everybody in watever u are doing...gogogo

2006-10-13T11:02:00.000-07:00

hmmm went genting not long ago b4 Os and so now update all my pic at there...haha

2006-09-24T08:48:00.000-07:00

i should have learn as i grow but y din i?????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mistake n mistake n more mistake....thats life?????????

2006-09-17T13:25:00.000-07:00

this is how my family looks n do things at home...

first of all is my dad....he just came home after work........

den it will be my mum....she was cooking and me n my er jie use violence to get this......

den my da jie....she is gg to teach...she insist that she muz make up b4 we can post the photo...

den it will be my crazy er jie...dun think she is really slping...this is just for effect...

den it will be be...haha just the cute me...i noe alot of ppl will agree de..haha

lastly it will be a family photo....

and a bit of crazy shoot...

2006-09-06T23:49:00.000-07:00

today this is wat actually happen.....

first everybody get busy wif their looks...except me busying taking picture......

ok after that we went to take taxi but no taxi was around so we went to catch a bus instead cause we are already one hour away from the starting time...when we reach there this was wat happen....

after eating we continue our singing n......

taking photos...

after k-box we went to super bowl for bowling...we took taxi down becuse we rushing time....n!!!!!

more photos....

bowling at kovan super bowl......

den is shopping time...but its bored....

................................

and thats all for the day......

2006-09-05T23:52:00.000-07:00

OK went out wif dan in the late afternoon...went bugis n found nth...dan wanted to buy things but none can be found at bugis street there...wanted to ask JS out for dinner but he rejected...(sad case)...haha so we went town ourself to shop some more....oh muz say sorri to Zp cause we actually asked him to have dinner wif us but later on change our mind...so sorri...

later on we walk n walk n walk..n dan talk n talk n talk...walked for quite long n finally decided to have our dinner at swensen...

after tat went shop shop shop again around town n went to PS...
we totally throw our face man.......we went in to this neoprint shop n started to take picture WITH MY CAMERA n went out just like tat n the shop keeper was like looking at us...wondering wat wif doing if we r not taking neos....

after that dan went to find her sliper n we walk n walk n walk n finally she brought some shoe for herself...

after that we went home n she is like so she bu de me like tat...went to take train home n on my way home i took some photos....

when i reach home i took photos of my.............

redish eyes.....

den last i took photos of my reminded time table on my white board

and thats my day....

2006-09-05T15:33:00.000-07:00

hmmm....holiday......suppose to be studying but the mood is not here......later gg out wif dan to SHOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok is i agree to go de so better dun anyhow blame....hmmm y does shopping attract so many gals?????????i dun understand leh...yest went to AMK library to study....did do sth but not tat much..but at least i touch BOOK...

went NYJC after tat to make a TOUR...it was weird but we din stay for long..went to hougang n buy contact...yea...got good deal..haha thanks to fang n her sis..haha but muz wait a few days b4 taking,,,,

2006-09-04T11:37:00.000-07:00

ok gg study wif fang n dan today...hope this forcing of study can help...if not i dun noe when i will start studying.................
but i dun really wan to start.................how????????????

2006-09-04T10:53:00.000-07:00

OK i m just sad tat i can't do much now....i think u noe it though the photo......SADDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!

What colour are you???

2006-09-03T23:38:00.000-07:00

If your birthday is on......
>>>December 23rd~ January 1st = Red
>>>January 2nd ~
>>>January 11th = Orange
>>>January 12th ~ January 24th = Yellow
>>>January 25th ~ February 3rd = Pink
>>>February 4th ~ February 8th = Blue
>>>February 9th ~ February 18th = Green
>>>February 19th ~ February 28th = Brown
>>>March 1st ~ March 10th = Aqua
>>>March 11th ~ March 20th = Lime
>>>March 21st = Black
>>>March 22nd ~March 31st
>>>= Purple >>>April 1st ~ April 10th = Navy
>>>April 11th ~ April 20th = Silver
>>>April 21st ~ April 30th = White
>>>May 1st ~ May 14th = Blue
>>>May 15th ~ May 24th = Gold
>>>May 25th ~ June 3rd= Cream
>>>June 4th ~ June 13th = Grey
>>>June 14th ~ June 23rd = Maroon
>>>June 24th = Grey
>>>June 25th ~ July 4th = Red
>>>July 5th ~ July 14th = Orange
>>>July 15th ~ July 25th = Yellow
>>>July 26th ~ August 4th = Pink
>>>August 5th ~ August 13th = Blue
>>>August 14th ~ August 23rd = Green
>>>August 24th ~ September 2nd = Brown
>>>September 3rd ~ September 12th = Aqua
>>>September 13th ~ September 22nd = Lime
>>>September 23rd = Olive
>>>September ! 24th ~October 3rd = Purple
>>>October 4th ~ October 13th = Navy
>>>October 14th ~ October 23rd = Silver
>>>October 24th ~ November 11th = White
>>>Novem! ber 12th ~ November 21st = Gold
>>>November 22nd ~ December 1st = Cream
>>>December 2nd ~ December 11th = Grey
>>>December 12th ~ December 21st = Maroon
>>>December 22nd = Teal
>>>*RED* Cute and lovable type, You are picky but always in love...and liked

>>>to be loved. Fresh and cheerful, but can be "moody" at times.

>>>Capable with people nice, soft, and that can love you for the way you

>>>are. Likes people that are easy to talk to and can make you feel

>>>comfortable.

>>> >>>*CREAM* Competitive and sportive. Don't like losing and always cheerful!

>>>You are trustworthy, and very out going. You choose love carefully, and

>>>don't fall in love easily. But once you find the right one, you don't let

>>>go for a long time.

>>> >>>*TEAL* You are mostly interested in your looks. And have high

>>>standards in picking love. You think and make a solution precisely,

>>>and hardly make stupid mistakes. You like to lead and it is easy for you

>>>to make new friends.

>>> >>>*GREY*

>>>You are attractive and active. You never hide your feelings and express

>>>everything that's inside. But can be selfish at times. You want to be

>>>noticed, and don't like to be treated unequally. You can brighten up

>>>someone's day. You know what to say at the right time and you have good

>>>sense of humor.

>>> >>>*GREEN* You get along well with new people. You are not really a shy

>>>person, but sometimes you can hurt people's feelings by your

>>>words...

>>>You like to be loved and noticed by your lover, but mostly you are

>>>single, waiting for the right person.

>>> >>>*GOLD* You know what's right and what's wrong. You are cheerful and out

>>>going. It's hard for you to find the one you want, but once you find the

>>>right person, you won't be able to fall in love again for a long time.

>>> >>>*PINK* You are always trying your

>>>best in everything, and like to help and care for other people. But you

>>>are not easily satisfied. You have negative thoughts, and you look for

>>>romantic love like in a fairytale.

>>> >>>*YELLOW* You are sweet and innocent. Trusted by many people and have a >>>strong leadership towards relationships. You make good decision and make

>>>the right choice at the right time. And always dreaming of a romantic

>>>relationship.

>>> >>>*MAROON* You are intelligent and know what's right. You like to make

>>>things go your way, which can sometimes cause trouble for not thinking

>>>about other people's feelings. But you're patient when it comes to love.

>>>Once you get a hold of the right person, it's hard for you to find a

>>>better love.

>>> >>>*ORANGE* You are responsible for your own actions, and you know how to

>>>treat people. You always have goals to reach and you really

>>>work hard to get there, you are competitive. Your friends are really

>>>important to you and you appreciate what you have. You sometimes over

>>>react because you are sensitive.

>>> >>>*PURPLE* You are mysterious, never selfish and get interested in things

>>>easily. Your day can be sad or happy depending on your mood.

>>>You are popular between friends but you can act stupid at times, and

>>>forget things easily. You go for a person

>>>that's trustworthy.

>>> >>>*LIME* You are calm, but easily stressed out. You get jealous easily, and

>>>complain over little things. You can't get stuck into one thing, but you

>>>have a capable personality for everyone to trust you and like you.

>>> >>>*SILVER* You are imaginative and fun, you love trying new things. You

>>>like to challenge yourself and you learn things easily, you're easy to

>>>talk to and you give good advice. When it comes to friendship, you find

>>>it hard to trust someone, but once you find the right friend, you trust

>>>them forever.

>>> >>>*BLACK* You are challenging, and have the "guts". But you don't like

>>>changes in your life. And once you make a decision, you keep it that way

>>>for a long time. Your love life is also challenging, and different.

>>> >>>*OLIVE* You are warm and light hearted. You seem to flow well with

>>>friends and family. You don't like violence and know what's right. You

>>>are kind and cheerful, people that are easy to talk but don't envy other

>>>people easily.

>>> >>>*BROWN* You are active and sportive. It's hard for other people to become

>>>close with you, but you fall in love easily. But once you find out you

>>>can't get something, you give up and let go easily.

>>> >>>*BLUE* You may have low self-esteem, and can be very picky. You are

>>>artistic and like to fall in love, but you let your love pass by, by

>>>loving with your mind, not your heart.

>>> >>>*NAVY* You are attractive, and love your life. You have a strong feeling

>>>towards everything. And very easily distracted. Once you get angry at

>>>someone, its hard for you to forgive them.

>>> >>>*WHITE* You dream and have goals in your life. You get jealous easily and

>>>you don't react to things easily. You are different and sometimes weird,

>>>but everyone loves that in you.

>>> >>>*AQUA* Your feelings change suddenly and easily. You are always lonely,

>>>and like traveling. You are truthful, but listen and believe other people

>>>too easily!! It's hard to find love for you, and get lost in love easily.

>>>Sometimes get hurt by love.

2006-09-03T23:01:00.000-07:00

i'm in love with all my photos and all the crazy thing i've done.....

2006-09-03T03:52:00.000-07:00

seriously so many things have happen for the pass two weeks...

first it was my sister 21st bdae....carrying the two layer cake back will be easy provided there is an car...but with an motor u can really die...i tried b4...

the party went quite well...was happy as many of our old friend came back...we get together again and even went to play basketball...took photos n its really fun...the snakes are back...

OK THE FOLLOWING WEEK IS MORE BUSY........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

monitor board problems:
planning of present giving-> teachers list is not comfirm; time is running out; monitors are complaining; me having different timetable as the other monitor; mr sim gone ______.....
monitor dance-> one monitor was out; ppl were replace but dun noe hows the dance; dance was not coordinated well; time is running out......
class dance-> little ppl was participating in mass dance; dancer are having a little problems; dance steps was not comfirm; last min change.....

there wasn't enough time for us to settle all those things esp the monitor thing...firstly we dun noe monitor well n its hard to get them together...on tat day things turn out to be very rush n everything is in a mess...its hard to handle n we can't really handle until things turn out to be messy...

but after tat it was ok le....dance was ok..everything turn out quite well n it ended quite good...so luckily...after that it was holidays le...wonder how n wat i gg to do...study hard and play hard????shall see....

2006-08-29T18:48:00.000-07:00

i m really tired...things are just driving me crazy....oh my god.....
its so crazy...pls come faster n go faster....i can't take it soon....PLS................
project....................dance.........................dance...........................human...............everything..................god...........................................

2006-08-27T01:05:00.000-07:00

i just feel like posting but pls dun comment or ask anything
i noe a friend that i treat her like close friend that dun treat me as a "friend"...i dislike n hate it when i m use again n again...over n over again...she knew it n SAID that she will change but its no use...maybe this is her but sorri i can't take this kind of stuff..
i noe i m stupid..asking me to go out will most prob be a yes because i feel like gg even if i noe i be used again..
NEVER will i be able to step into your world cause your front door will be for ppl tat u really like...i'll always be walking in by the back n small door...
Y an i so stupid???i really wonder...

2006-08-21T13:17:00.000-07:00

ok i got so much to blog but i m so lazy to type...so tired....
starting my nite run today...hope it will be ok....

its 21st again........

2006-08-18T23:37:00.000-07:00

SHOULD THINGS BE THIS WAY OR THAT WAY???

IT ALL DEPEND ON HOW YOU LOOK AT IT

SOMETHING THAT IS HAPPENING YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW

SOMETHING THAT HAD ALREADY HAPPENED YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW

MAN/WOMEN ARE HUMAN, THEY ARE NOT GOD

THINGS DON'T ALWAYS COME THE WAY YOU WANT IT TO COME

IF IT DOES YOU WILL FEEL HAPPY

BUT IF IT DOESN'T WHAT ELSE CAN YOU DO??

ANSWER=NOTHING

THINGS DUN COME AND GO AS YOU LIKE...

ALWAYS DO YOUR BEST

IF NOT WHAT LEFT ARE JUST REGRET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-09T23:00:00.000-07:00

Which baby are u?

Jan ? ? ?Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

Feb ? ?Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. ?Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. ?Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. ?

Mar ?Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. ?Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. ?Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. ?Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

Apr ? ?Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. ?Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. ?Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. ?Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.

May ? ? ?Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. ?Hardworking. High-spirited.

Jun ?You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

Jul ?Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. ?Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. ?Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. ?Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. ?Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. ?dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

Aug ? ?Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. ?Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". ?Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. ?Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. ?"charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent ?Strong willed. A fighter.

Sept ? ?Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. ?Stubborn. ?Hasty. ?Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. ?Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. ?

Oct ?Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. ?Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions Unpredictable. ?Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

Nov ? ?Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. ?Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group Fearless and independent. ?Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

Dec ? ? ?This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. ?Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. ?Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. ?Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. ?Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. ?Sensitive.

2006-08-08T20:48:00.000-07:00

This is a great message!!! Five (5) lessons to make you think about the way we treat people.
1 - First Important Lesson - Those unimportant people..
During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one:
"What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?"
Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name?
I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade.
"Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello."
I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.
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2. - Second Important Lesson - Love your enemy..
One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African American?woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had broken down and she desperately needed a ride. Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car. A young white man stopped to help her, generally unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960s. The man took her to safety, helped her get assistance and ;?put her into a taxicab.
She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A special note was attached..
It read: "Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway the other night. The rain drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along. Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside just before he passed away... God bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving others."
Sincerely, Mrs. Nat King Cole.
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3 - Third Important Lesson - Serve with ALL your heart..In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him.
"How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked.
"Fifty cents," replied the waitress.??? The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it.
"Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired.
By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient.
"Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied.
The little boy again counted his coins.
"I'll have the he plain ice cream," he said.
The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies..
You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.
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4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path.
In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way.
Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand!
Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.
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5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts...
Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare &serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister.
I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll do it if it will save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded.
He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away".
Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her.? Now That's Love!

2006-07-25T19:01:00.000-07:00

zhen were rite...monitor board was a failure n mr sim hit the red bull...

2006-07-22T13:28:00.000-07:00

its been quite long since i last blog...
many things happen n are all over...farewell n games day are not really nice.......
school like usual is not nice...
now is projact time...need to do project..so many things to be done but so little things are done..
just change my blog skin n song hope its nice...i'm loving it...

2006-06-22T21:14:00.000-07:00

POP-passing out parade coming...this year we r passing out le..the sec5 NA gals r passing out le...it means leaving NPCC leaving SJC NPCC..the place tat we sweat tat we train tat we laugh n the place we r being forgotten...
should it be sad or should we be happi...is it worth to be sad because we miss tis place...is it worth remenbering tis place even thought we does not belong here since 2005 since our actual squad pass out...
POP is meaningless for me since tis place doesn't belong to me...
but still is sad....

2006-06-15T21:52:00.000-07:00

whole body aching now..because of yest TKD trn...tkd trn was very tough at SK on wed..sir killing ppl...really..haha but tue lesson at punggo is also tough...

tue: reach there at 7.30pm lesson started wif some warn up, den the senior belt was given others stuff to do...i m senior belt le so i kana...was ask to dun 10 rounds around the court den after tat have a short break den some short running...run back n fore 4 times den 20 push up 30 crunches..did 3 sets of tat..last set is 40 crunches..after tat was resting..den pattern..den when others having break we did some kicking n short rest n back to pattern..after pattern was sparing..spar wif alvin..dun think i did good hai...n tats the end of tue trn...

wed: reach seng kang trn place at 7.30pm..it started at around 7.40pm..was suppose to wear all the guarding n padding...went for a run around the court...20rounds..den straight away up the HDB flat stair..up to 11 floor n down to 1st floor again...jog a few rounds n up the stairs again...den down...den jog den run around 5times den short break...after tat was some trn abt standing pose...n shouting...after around 15mins of tat trn we went for some running again...side run facing in court n out court den cross runnin den finally stop...went for a rest den after tat was kicking..kick n kick for a few rounds n rest den was sparing...pair by pair..i spar wif a gal..she won...she got more points n she hit my head twice..after tat spar wif a guy...i won..think the guy didn't really put in his best..haha hitted him for a few times n it ended..hand got injure..a big blue black n a cut..finger also kana a bit...went off quite fast after the trn...was really tired n wanted to drink 100plus..haha went plaza buy n found out tat NTUC was close so went 7-11..when i was paying the guy was like asking y my face so red, did i put blushes n i was like no la..i just finish fighting..haha went home n bath n rest...wasn't really slpy i also dun noe y...couldn't fall aslp so turn here n there till i finally slp..haha

thurs: went K-box...sing n sing n sing...haha got difficultie in walking cuase my muscle was aching so walk till very slow n the person beside was quite good la..haha cause she nv laugh...after singing went to library n find cook book..we were so noise esp her..haha at the very last min she found a nice book n she was so into tat book..haha say goodbye after we left HM but in the end she was all along following behine me...n u noe wat she did...she call me when she just walk a few more steps she can reach me...haha after tat we went to buy food for my mum n this time it is really bye bye le...haha went home n slack till now ..haha body still aching esp my legs...pain pain..haha

2006-06-13T17:41:00.000-07:00

today went sch for fnn...er jie suppose to wake me up but guess i din hear it or wat ba...woke up late so did my proj late...din finish but anw no need to pass up...went sch late..cycle as fast as i can reach sch quite fast...

saw alot of ppl at the bus stop which i dun really like...nadia was there too..n she shouted my name loudly...haha was so pai sai but anw its over..haha

went com lab n not many of our gals is there yet...help shikin to do her survey n she keep rushing me cause i very slow..haha

after tat me do mine...used the diet anylser...is so cool..haha cause its the 1st time we using it...but was quite bored using tat...so many things to do...

next wed gg sch to do fnn again...next week mon to thurs muz go sch for pop trn..its diff from last time le...not really looking forward just a bit...haha things just fade away if u dun touch it for a long time...anw senior NCO if u read my blog the shirt is DJ, NCO TEE, UNIT N DEN DJ AGAIN...WILL MSG U ALL AGAIN DE.....

2006-06-12T00:14:00.000-07:00

today went town wif fang for two reason 1st is to collect fang phone at wheelock place...(tat was main) second is to go shop...alot alot of funny things happen..haha but is alll cause by fang...hahaa (pai sai)

1st we went to wheelock n couldn't find the place..so we walk more to find it..after finding it we went to wait n take the phone..the lady ask her to sign n she was like cannot find the place..haha but cannot blame her cause i think she din notice it..haha

after tat went to walk around wheelock to find a place to sit so i can tell her some tel no..but we just can't find a proper place...we went in to a book shop n fang say we can sit on the floor n read so she took two KIDS book n went some where not far from there n settle down...err she just sat on the the FLOOR..haha i din sit down, fang started reading the book n i read sth there..fang finally found it weird so she stand up n say lets go...she went to put back the book but she couldn't find the place when it is somewhere infront..haha took some time to put back n went off..the bookshop auntie was like standing there n doing her own things..(nv help)

went out of the shop n find our way back...went taka mac AGAIN n eat..no place but got a kind family give us their sits..haha fang went to buy things n we ate n save numbers..haha went off n went to the library...didn't noe tat there is a library down there so was very curious abt it..haha went in n look for some seafood books n chinese cook book for my mum...while fang went to look for her xiao shou...borrow 3books n its so heavy...

saw a toy shop n decided to go in n see...at 1st we just see but later on we start to play...we play almost everything we saw..there was one mini roller coaster for toy car..we tot those car at there could go through the thing but cannot...after tat fang found out tat actually the car tat can go through is at the lower part...so we take the train n put at the slope there n it went down...FANG SAY WE CAN ADD SOUND EFFECT...so for the 1st time she added but cause i din catch her so din...for the second time both of us did n there is one guy down there turning back n look at us...we were so pai sai so we ran out of the shop...went laughing n laughing..haha

wanted to eat chicken so we walk to far east...was talking to fang n pull her cross the road when it is already red light so we dash over n she was like"scare"haha in the end found out tat i was actually leading the wrong way..haha walk balk n walk the correct way..haha was saying tat bring fang go out is such a troublesome thing to do..n she told me tat her bro drop into the drain for saying tat n i was laughing n laughing n i din noe there was a small slope so i slip but nv fell..haha was still laugh at that time n found out tat cannot say bring fang out is a troublesome thing cause something bad will happen to u...

when we reaching far east saw pei si n cecilia...pei si say we look like bung n gal n i was like..humph no lor...haha went far east buy chicken n walk to MRT n cp...fang went home n i went cp to buy sth for my sis n went home...

went home n watch tv...someone is here...they playing majong..hai dun really like but nvm.think i kana some virus from ren n hai...its irritating..tot there won't be a prob cause she's my friend but everything was wrong...haii have to restart le...

i m awaiting for the thursday to come..haha see ya fang...

2006-06-05T22:17:00.000-07:00

today went sch...was latebut teacher were later...surprisingly the fnn group gave me present...they gave me a handphone hang(or watever it is call) n a shirt(bare back)haha hmmm thanks alot really...surprisingly tis year i recieve two things tat i tot it would nv happen..haha

today fnn lesson was bored as usual..is back to the course work..muz faster finish den good..haha jia you all fnn students...tml also having lesson wif palani..hope it faster come n faster go...haha

tis sat might be gg to sentosa wif national camp ppl...wanted to go but very scare..cause two years nv see all of them le...n i only noe a few of them...but i agree to it le..haha anw its not comfirm cause they say muz see how many ppl 1st...looking forward at the same time scare..haha funny me...tats all..

2006-06-04T23:41:00.000-07:00

Yest was my day....IT WAS MY BDAE....was out almost the whole day....
for the afternoon i went out wif fang n ren...meet fang outside sch to hand in math....found out tat i haven finish the paper..but nvm its handed up...(rather than not)

walk to cp to meet ren...fang leg pain because high heels me leg pain because of the new shoes..put double layer of plaster but is after i reach cp...fang brought me a big present which contain alot of small present inside..have to carry the big thing wif my hand throughtout my whole trip..haha

went to eat long john n chat there...can't finish the food so fang n ren helped me...after tat we went around town n behave like mad gals...cause we took alot of photos esp at paragon toy"Rus"...so pai sai but is nice...haha went taka n shop...walk a few round but can't find a place to sit so we decided to sit on the floor(fang idea)haha everybody walking pass was like.....errrrrr looking at us..haha

went to toliet cause me not feeling well so errr ya..haha den we went to mac to sit n tok..me n fang share a cup of large coke n it was really large but we still finish it..haha when it is almost time for me to leave n meet dan they all at city hall fang n ren sent me to the MRT station n they continue shopping n see gays..haha

took the train n was almost late(but luckily not) but the others were not late too...surprising..haha went to suntec n eat pasta but i nv eat...guo hua n jin sheng also nv eat...so we sit there n watch others eat..haha after eating we went esplanade n saw some rock band so some of us stay there n watch...others continue to walk n after awhile we went to join them..but hmmm they were sitting on the floor(again)haha

actually din noe wat they doing untill they hinted dan n dan was like pulling my hand den i noe...they sang bdae songs in english , chinese n lala version...haha the cake was very "NICE" it was smash n no one noe y...its was fruits cake without cake..haha it was only cream n fruits...ate up all the fruits n the creams was thrown away n some landed on zhi ping face..haha but zhi ping pass it on to jin sheng n tats all..the others were clean...

we sit down there at the stair n talk n stones for quite long...wanted to find a place to sit but coffee bean was full of ppl...not feeling very well at tat time..went to get a hot cocoa but it didn't make things better..hai went home after tat..wasn't able to accompany sandy n dan(so sorri) went home wif the guys..took MRT n met a weird uncle...how weird is him its up to your own imagination..haha went home went straight to the wash room again..after bathing felt much better so went to open all the presant...it was nice n cool thanks peep...

2006-05-29T12:48:00.000-07:00

chinese paper is over le..wish to get back the result asap..personally felt tat the paper was ok..quite easy..but i scare things wun turn out to be like how i think...
after paper went fang hse n get change..after changing we took care of yiyi for a while den went to cp..felt sorri for fang cause she dress up nicely but we just went to cp..actually wanted to go kster but cause i need to rech YCK MRT station at 5 so we do not have enough time..so we went cp n eat n go library n walk..haha we walk around like small kids n we behave like one..haha
when its abt time we went to take bus 86 fang lend me her Mp3 so i wun be bored after she left..so happy kay..cause without it i dun noe how to survive in the BBq..
went to YCK n wait..was the third to reach..sit there n wait while listening to music..wait there for abt 30-45min den went off..went ms ong dun noe hu hse for BBQ...walk quite long n ya..two entertainer is beside me(pei si n lydia) so not tat bored plus music..haha reach there n sit down all alone till mr pang ask me to go help den went to bbq..bbq all the way till i go home..so din play n din really eat...went out wif bel..contact was blur i m blur..haha din noe the way so bel lead the way..she ask me to blog n thanks her so i did..haha when walking to my bus stop my bus went away so have to wait quite long..den was having lots of prob at tat time esp my stomach..hai n the bus actually went wrong way n delay the whole journey..it make stmoach worst...reach home bath n rest....

2006-05-27T07:43:00.000-07:00

hmmm finally here to update le...
yest is PTM...din do well tis time but my mum din say anything but hai guilty
mrs ng was in a mess.she look and sound unprepare.but isn't she always like tat??
after tat went to serangoon wif my mum friend to eat n decided to get my hair cut...n it turn out to be short...hmmm......
mon is O-level chinese paper le....scare scare leh but lazy to do more practice..haha shall do it tml...

2006-05-15T23:38:00.000-07:00

1 week had pass..parents came back today..nth much happen within this whole week..cook myself clean up myself everything have to do it alone and do more..tats the only thing..haha sis had been good..they do call back when they are out to check on me..haha

today my parents are back and they brought back quite a number of stuff..haha alot of clothes and foods..haha will enjoy tat my self de..haha

sth happen to the attendence book and is all my fault..dun think i should mention the whole thing on my blog but just wan to say sorri to all sec 5B ppl...i admit it and will be very very careful next time...so so so sorri yi zhen...althought i din really like the whole class but still i wun gu yi do tat de..sorri yizhen, ruixin and maybe debra...hai

found out tat actually alot of decision i make is wrongly or rather i should not be the one hu make decision...tats all...not fit

2006-05-07T20:14:00.000-07:00

"finally change your blog le" i think alot of ppl will tell me tat ba..haha but this skin is really nice..althought it is simple but it is nice..haha not wan to praise myself but i do really have good taste..haha (pls dun puke) of ya this sound is also very nice..was watching a tv show and in the show they sang tis sound n i found it very nice..haha

have u ever have of the story of scropio n the frog??i heard it at ch 8 the 9pm show..is really meaningful..
the scropio did not noe how to swim so she ask the frog to piggyback her over..the frog was willing to help but he say she muz promise him not to string him and the scropio said "i will try not" and so the frog carry the scropio over..the scropio did not keep her promise n string the frog..the frog ask why n the scropio say it was not wat she can control and so the both of them sank down n both was dead...
tis story is really meaningful but i can't really figure out the morale of tis story..anyone wif the ans can tag me n tell me..haha

school, mid-year and chinese papers has been bad bad n bad...din really noe y chinese has become like tat...it was the subject i lave most n it was my best subject but tis mid year all my chinese papers really hai..paper 1 and 2 can't really finish den oral din really noe wat to say n listening was bad cause of the sch...how can we not have any teacher when the exam time have pass n how can we not get started when every sec4s express n even sec 5C had already started???why is it always our class???everyday since to be our class..the one making noise n all tat...we are in the hall n we the 5Bs are not the ONLY ONE....there are others ppl too...and we are the only one hu get scolded...ok, yes we did tok we did communicate when paper are being collected but so did others...maybe too many things against our class had happen together tat make me so anagy but i can't seem to cool down..it is like making fun of us like tat..hai maybe is our fate ba...
just wan advise to the sch from me...in order to control us u can't use the hard way..cause the harder you all treat us the naughty we will be....

parents gg overseas tml...my 4th uncle too..so two hse is under my control...nid to go my uncle hse and take care of the plants and the fish almost everyday...wonder wat my life will be like after they go overseas....can't really bear to let them go cause:

they not bringing me
i be all alone
i will miss them alot alot
cannot send them off cause i got papers
no food cook by my mum....

wish them have a good time and most importantly muz come back safely....

2006-05-04T21:46:00.001-07:00

i tot i could forget..but i found out tat i can't...

tml is sch npcc celebration...will be a normal cadet tml...haha
5 years in np 4 years of hard work.........

tml is chinese paper le..actually suppose to have fnn too..but it was postpone to next wed le...

today was dame boring...after exam still have lesson..we were all very eager to leave the room..n she was late...

parents gg oversea soon...tis coming mon...dun think sis will be always at home so i will be the only one left...food n all that had to settle myself..but i dun think it will be a prob for me ba..haha just wish tat they can be safe n come back happily wif all the gift...haha

2006-05-01T10:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPI LABOUR DAY everyone...
today is labour day..gg out to eat with my parents soon..but coming back straight, tml got chem paper..alot of ppl no nid to come sch from our class cause only 12 of us take chem...hope can do well..but...ya..haha anw gd luck to everybody in tis mid year...
mood swing had been a very serious prob i m facing rite now but i can't control i try...

2006-04-23T19:00:00.000-07:00

had PFT(5 batt) last fri...was gd n everythings goes well except one less ppl...that day fang din come n i was alone...but still there r ppl around me esp darling hu keep try not to forget abt me..but i m fine wif ALONE....when PFT haven start i mix wif vian they all n it was so dame funny...n i was mad...haha
PFT was wif dan n yolanda(sometimes)...result turn out well...
sit-up: 37times
standing board jump: 190
sit n reach: 47
inclined pull up: 20
shuttle run: 10.6
2.4km run: 12.43
i think all the item i improve...very happi abt tis...fang gg to take the test soon....jia you wor...

oral wasn't always gd...
had orAL yest, reading was quite gd but conversation not tat gd...it is abt ai siao(love sch) the last question was how to make student love the sch more, and i was like abit out of point by saying there is no way to improve at the end she ask me the question again n i was like err err err...its the worst chinese oral man...hope O-level wun be like tat...
after my turn we were suppose to walk one big round out n so i did..when i reach the turning part fang zhen rui wen n jia wen was there n we started talking n found out there everybody find the conversation hard...den lynne came n she was like so dame funny la..haha but her question n all that is diff from us n she think its hard while we think its easier than ours...
me n fang walk off 1st n went down to get my bike, ride the fat pig up the slope while chatting abt the oral..den saw the security waving, tot she waving to someone else but in fact she is waving at us...den i stopped n we started our conversation...

mad security:hu say u can cycle to sch, bring your bike in....
mad security:hu say can one(in a very very very irritating face)
me:(very mad)hu say cannot???
me:(still very mad) the sch nv say cannot n i always cycle to sch one...
mad security:(still very irritating)nobody say u can...next time i dun wan to see u n your bike ok???
me:(hack her)
me n fang: (gg off)
mad security:and cannot cycle ppl, outside got road, later anything happen. how u gg to ans
me:(hacking her and walk off)

that all i guess...some part i dun rem le, but roughly its like tat....was so dame angry with tat stupid mad security, normally she is already very irritating n weird le..n i dun really like her, but now i dun dun like her le...i hate her can...was compaining the whole jouney to fang n she was keeping me cool but i can't my blood was boilling...was like say her n whatever shit la...n think abt the oral(love sch) how i m i suppose to love the sch when we had such unreasonable mad security..if there is one sch rule that say we can't cycly to sch den fine...i wun....gg to ask teachers abt this man...if they say can i gg to cycle infront of her n if she ask i will just tell her the teachers say can n hu the hell u r to say can't....
even after a few days, now, when i think n type abt it, i'm still very angry n irritated...hai

2006-04-16T03:37:00.000-07:00

Irritated wif blogger…yest wanted to update abt Fri trip but it hang when I am posting it..so there goes all my hard work…was angry after tat so din re-type…

Fri: went out wif sand, js ,gh,zp n dan(but she join us later…was fun n….i enjoy…very long nv go out wif them le…was abit late but zp n js was later..went to shop around while waiting…gh went wif us but he was very quiet…

went to bowl after tat..very long nv play le..did well for the 1st round, got 100 points..din wan to play le so join sandy n js in watching..the game stopped at the 3rd round..we got a new equation for bowler ( bowler = gay) tis equation was from sand….

went marina to have dinner..took bus…waited for dan at the bus stop near marina bay MRT station..got one aunty keep asking us to go her there n eat but ours ans was always the same ”sorri we waiting for friends” took bus to marina south there went dan came…walk around n check out which place to eat…finally settle on 1 n started wif paying n getting food..was so hungry at tat time..so we ate the cooked food 1st…took photo, BBQ, eat n chat..was fun…cause got entertainer there..one is zp the other one is dan…haha
took our ice-creamn went for a walk…guys toking dan n sand tokin, me smsing…took bus n train to PS..sand suggest to watch movie but she n dan can’t make it n no ticket…sand went off 1st n dan suggested pool but no table…went mac to get drinks n js teach dan chem….was listening n learning at the same time…was wondering y he only teach for a while n we understand but mrs ng teach for very long a lot of ppl still dun get it..haha
took train at abt 11plus wif zp, js n gh (but he take diff sides)…we tok abt PFT on the way..found out tat their standard n our standard is really very diff…after zp get down me n js tok abt his cca…kayaking…I think tat was a nice but tough cca...(thanks js for sendin me home)

Sat: PFT in the morning but b4 tat went to eat wif fang…woke up late but I was early...1st because I prep time was short, 2nd my travel time was short…haha not really hungry so we share a meal…regretting drinking up the tea…so full after tat…even after 30min to 1hour…

Was given a job as car park attendance by mr sim..because he din wan to put another coupon so he ask me to look out for the booking sir/ma’am….

Run was ok but quite sad although result was ok…Always wanted to be 1st but always can’t get tis position…but I think timing was gd..12:40plus position 2nd…

Went home straight..wanted to slp but end up watching tv..no much work done on tat day…online n tv filled my day…

Sun: had a bad dream at nite…woke up a while n fall aslp again…hai
woke up late..actually suppose to wake up at 4plus but ended up waking up at 9plus…start wif so packing up n reading story book…actually din wan to read tat long de..but wanted to find out wat happen I read for an hour plus…
Afternoon was fill wif tv n online again..but nite will surely be work n entertainment….

2006-04-13T21:52:00.000-07:00

too much to say but too little to type...
tis few days wat went thu my mind was students, teachers, friends, n most imptly is me myself...
life wasn't betiful anymore..it is not fill wif the colour like last time...compare to last time now only left black n write n maybe abit red...black n white for the boring n fast time in sch colours for my friends in the sch...

really wonder wats the prob wif u ppl....would u like your bdae to be like tat???scolding ppl n get yourself work up???din wan to blame anybody but think abt it yourself...is the teacher wrong???monitors fault or wat???like wat zhen say...its different now..student now dun noe wat is respect n tis causes the prob wif the teachers..its not one or two teachers only its more than tat...mrs ng, mr lim, mrs lim, ms low.....i agree tat they r naggy but if they dun care would they even nag???

after sitting at the reserves place for two times i found the different...during our days i m always not a reserves so i dun noe how it feel to be one...trn hard wif the actual team but not showing wat u have trn...its kind of unfair...but its really needed...today went for inter-hse netball com...actually playing de..but after 1st quart they think tat its impt the next round so they wan to put better player in so i m left out...sit down there the whole com watching them play....scare tat they might need the s me n scare i nid to play...get noraini to teach me after anna teach for a while...its a intererting sport...always love to play ball games but no chance...n tis is how i spend my thurs afternoon...

2006-04-11T21:55:00.000-07:00

life isn't always beautiful..people are not always rite!!!!!
update of tis few days...
sun: had grading...sucks big time do wrong once n redo den the tester call me n i nid to do once more...was standing rite infront of the tester n i was very scare...hai wonder wat the result will turn out to be...maybe its because i din have enough practice ba..
was sparing after the pattern...i really didn't mean to make the boy hu r sparring wif me to cry..din noes guy/kids can't bear little pain...hai
after tkd when to TPY library to look for fang n ren..mood wasn't too gd but after tat became better again..went to eat mac n went home after tat...
mon: lesson was ok...although some was bored but i think mon time table is gd..haha after sch went straight down to np...while waiting outside for the door to open..actually wanted to find mr sim but din...went to change straight(only sec 5s) n took photo..was the first to take..so den weird la.haha was late for meeting in mr sim room...ran up n was like so paisai..everybody looking at the only late gal...hai meeting was ok...was quite cause dun noe wat to say..hahawent home after tat..
tue: sch was ok too...tue tt also quite nice..have a rock band performance in the sch hall during ass period..the sch was mad...ppl SCREAM scream n scream...haha but the band played quite nice...after sch, met all monitors n wrapped up the meeting very fast...cut away all the duty part...hai went fnn after tat...finally i done some work n printed out...tml palala checking le...gg to die man...only did abit...hai oh ya..muz thanks ting..she help me print at nite..hahawonder wat will it be like tml....

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wat kind of secondary student we have now???qiang ci duo li???keep blaming ppl when actially u yourself is at fault???maybe tat's human?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
alot of question mark n anger r flowing in my head...sometimes i wonder y can't ppl just use their common sense to think???for E.g: two ppl actually fight n one of them cry like hell because of a sit???y can't one of them just take another sit n their eyes wun suffer???tis is just so drama...MY SUGGESSION is: go become an actress n i believe u can be very popular...cause your acting is just too real...abt tis wat i wanna say is tat both r at fault but u are the one hu make things big...1st u r unreasonable second n shout third u cry fouth u came back wif a smile???
second is abt math teacher...i completely agree wif wat fang have blog...hey if u ppl dun wanna to listen in class how u will understand???i agree tat he dun noe how to control the class n he go too fast..but if u really wanna listen actually u can understand de...but even if u dun u can try reading the text it help u to understand too...if u yourself dun wanna to help yourself hu can n hu will...
for english...althought i dun really like her teaching but still i respect her by not screaming n talk bad to her...if we r gg to see all the teachersn p n vp again dun blame us for not standing at the same side as u all...u all noe wat u all have done...yes we do talk abt her but we r not as rude as wat den u all so dun go shouting at the top of your voice n cry like hell again...
for ss...can u stop acting guai when u r actually not???stop saying tat we din keep quite when u ask us to when we ask u to keep quite u did not...dun think u r very funny...gal...u r not